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My Secret War
March 12, 2020
11:52 am
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Sebastian Wood
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I'm just another "abductee". There is nothing special about me

It's destroyed every aspect of my life, and continues to this day. Of course nobody believes me, who would? As far as I can tell I'm no more than a cow in an abbatoir waiting to be slaughtered. The difference is, I think the "aliens" actually feed off my suffering. Who knows what they want? I sure don't. Anyways, I might have something to offer to the "UFO" subjects here.

March 19, 2020
10:52 am
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Sebastian Wood, you are one of many, welcome. I know you feel helpless, like a cow. We are not cows, and they fear us. This is why we are immobilized during abductions.

I have taken to trying to capture whatever I can on video. So far, so good. It has given me some sense of vindication. They're not perfect, and will mess up from time to time. I hold them personally responsible for the death of a friend. So, in my opinion,they do  make mistakes. 

I believe that if all of us were to record ourselves at night, we would be surprised by what we catch. I would recommend it. I bought a simple 50$ Energizer smartcam.( If you use night vision, have a small nightlight on near your bed, to give light in case the night vision gets shut off.)Then purchased an EZVIZ 4 camera, hardwired,1tb system for 180$ at Best Buy online. They are cheap, but effective.

You have my support me friend, and you can message me anytime. Take care. 👍😃

It's better to walk alone, than with a crowd going in the wrong direction. H.S.

April 3, 2020
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Hello,

 

I too am at a personal conflict and somewhat do not what to do here.  Firstly I am 53 years old, a woman , happily married, who has had three kids, and has 6 grandchildren now.  I do not work (disabled somewhat from knees on down since I fell down the stairs at work, in Oct 2007), but I do try to stay busy and I have my horses that I see regularly and sometimes ride a little ).   I think that since my alleged/supposed sighting in 2016 Aug 16th in Brighton CO, and then my (gulp) supposed abduction,and following strange occurrences abductions),  I am getting some kind of contact in my right ear- just a slight ringing/buzzing sound that becomes louder then goes away usually about 10 seconds.  I know this probably all sounds crazy.. 

I have something to share here and I don't know where to start ..

Ok the basics;

Sighting of round or oval silver discs in sky in Brighton CO Aug 16, 2106. Just looked up after working /cleaning some western saddles out in backyard- and there they were!  From holding out my arm and using my thumb -they were pea sized.  Two then became three and they were playing up there then shot off to the Northeast. This scared me so bad I tripped over patio furniture trying to get inside my back door. 

Moved to Diamond Bar, CA in August of 2017 (I protested this strongly -felt very angry about going and sick) but my husband won - it was a good job to go to Northrup).  I drove by myself all the way out and moved in on the 23rd to new rental home.  Two weeks later on a Sunday night was sleeping but I am sure I was taken.. I screamed out for help husband was below me and I was being taken straight out the locked window by 2,  grey alien beings.   I made lots of drawings of this , but of course have no evidence.  Lost time.  Went to bed at 12 pm, felt like I had been asleep or gone for 4 or 5 hours, but woke at 2 am- freaking the hell out,  tears in my eyes, crying,  nervous wreck stayed up rest of night with coffee.  I absolutely did not feel safe anymore.   Since that episode I have had major trouble sleeping and have to get up and move from one bedroom to another bedroom.  My knees, and arthritis (and fibromyalgia that I did not even know I had at this time -really got bad). Been to several doctors in So Cal right after this and was given information that I had the fibromyalgia, bad arthritis in left hand, knees, hips, with a retinal burn on right eye , coupled with major anxiety/depression . .   gee you think?  Also was told I have predisposition to blood clots.  We were in So Cal for about 18 months during that time , as I mentioned I moved form one bedroom to another bedroom just to try to get sleep- but other things happened- I do not know if I was "taken"  again but I think that maybe there was some definite contact at night, because I remember very vividly waking up in the guest room and going over an image in my head - the image (and please bear with me because now as I have just discovered the result is freaking me out completely with our current COVID-19 virus situation) I will try to describe here to the best of my ability:

I am walking on a (ship?) in a large room with rounded walls or curved walls, it was very bright- there is very little on the walls, except to my left of the (exit?) door there is a digital sign or clock about 4 feet up from the floor  .. I thought later this was some kind of countdown clock to the end of humanity or something, or maybe a explosive device.. but the numbers on it have bothered me for a long time now- I have seen them a lot since then as I close my eyes..  as I said this was during 2018 summertime.  I know the numbers but I could not remember the order for the longest time- until just last night

  The numbers included  9, 4, 8, 1, 3, 0 .. The numbers were big, and RED, and in  digital format , in a black casing and the whole thing was glowing, it was up on this wall about 4 feet high from the floor .   As I mentioned, I could not remember the order of the numbers until just yesterday evening lying with my husband.  I usually draw my fingertips down his back to relax him,  and I draw pictures (this is something I have always done for him,  since we first met in 1983- been married since 1985 October 26).  So instead of my drawing flowers, horses, houses like I usually do,  my fingers started drawing these digital numbers in this order:  8, 9, 4, 1, 3, 0   It was like I could not stop drawing this and get back to flowers or something more normal.  When I realized the picture in my mind and my fingers going to this same place here , my right ear got the ringing/buzzing sound, and I pulled away violently .. I left the room so my husband could sleep as he gets up very early.  I went downstairs to watch President Trump and the Coronavirus task Force briefing, watched Hannity and Tucker Carlson a little and that number 894130 kept poking at my mind and it would not leave it alone.   So I shut off the YouTube video FOX , and I grabbed my Iphone.  (the ringing/buzzing sound was gone now)  I went to Google and typed in the number sequence ; 894130  and to my absolute shock , it came up as a protein coating for germs !  Holy Shit!  I  was flabbergasted .   I barely slept last night!  I don't know what this means but it is in the forefront of my mind and if this is somehow important information to help kill this COVID-19 virus then it needs to go to whomever knows this stuff.  I have no knowledge of anything like this.  And if it is ;  then I WAS GIVEN/SHOWN THIS BY BEINGS WHO ARE EXTRATERRESTRIAL BEINGS/NOT FROM HERE , who wanted to warn me -way ahead of time in the summer of 2018, to help.. 

I told you this would sound crazy.  It is the truth.  I was  hoping to contact Timothy Good  about this-  he has lots of information in his books something about China and their UFO study /alien testing I think . 

Is is possible that this was made and the beings that contacted me were letting me know that this was in the works ?  Or am I  just crazy, and this is one hell of a coincidence?  Please people, any thoughts?     

April 3, 2020
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Susan, thank you so much for the post. You do not sound crazy.Maybe to those who aren't involved in this, but they can't relate. Therefore have no valid opinion anyway. You are brave for sharing this with us. This is happening, and you are the norm, not the exception. You have what I have been hoping for, memory of who to blame for this. Please keep records of everything. And if you feel up to it, I'd love to see your drawings. Take care, stay safe, we are one. We are stronger together than apart.

It's better to walk alone, than with a crowd going in the wrong direction. H.S.

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