December 3, 2019
I was laughing a lot today. What was I laughing about? Things that I was thinking about that were so ridiculous that I couldn't stop laughing. True things that should be impossible but actually happened and coincidences that couldn't be anything but a setup and staged. We're they? I may never know. Fact is that those things that I couldn't get out of my mind made me laugh uncontrollably for extended periods of time.
Some noticed but none asked what I was laughing about. Good thing they didn't because most of those things would take a considerable amount of explaining to get them to understand the humor of them. At least nobody thought that I was laughing at them personally. That has happened before and what an uncomfortable situation that is.
Someone did make the comment that I seemed "super happy" and suddenly the buzz of all that laughter drained out of me in an instant. I immediately thought wow, you know I laughed a lot but I was laughing at something humorous, I wasn't gloating in some sort of happiness stupor. The laughter made me feel good, sure, but was it truly happiness? I think not. Maybe it was a mental escape, like a drug to alleviate pain.
That did though give me a moment of genius. Happiness and laughter aren't always the one and same. You can laugh but in the end you might not be happy.
Aliens, traitors and mortal enemies would oppose me and attack me but not my loved ones, my family, my countrymen or my allies.