August 6, 2019
I just created an account. I have a respectable, professional job. I don't sit at home trying to find ways to create fake alien stories. I decided to share this story to see what feedback I can get and if someone had something similar happen to them. I am also thinking about going to a hypnotherapist and possibly a general mental health therapist altogether to see what sense they can make.
Ok so here goes:
I was 15 in my room sleeping with the tv on. My room was dark and I was wearing blue silk floral pajamas. I was abruptly woken from my sleep. I'm a very light sleeper. I heard a scratching noise. I would describe the noise as someone with nails scratching against a sheet. I woke up to see something on the side of my bed. I remember it was short. Mind you it was very dark in my room, and I had a rather small tv. I wear glasses normally and am near sighted. My vision pretty much sucks and I can't see little details of anything without my glasses.
I did not understand what was going on and couldn't make sense of it. I just stared. Abruptly this thing was now staring at me. Without a sound, without me seeing it actually move it was facing me. I could only see the outline of it. My little tv was behind it. It had wild hair. I grasped out to touch it thinking "Is this really happening?" and it felt like very baggy shirt, the hair was straight and fine. The top where I assume to be the head was the only place I felt the hair but it was like an enormous amount of it. The arms were long. I'm 5'4 and this thing must have been half my size. Underneath the hair I felt two protruding bumps. I remember thinking this is weird. There was no noise. There was absolute silence. My tv was muted before I fell asleep.
Without any warning I felt a force that I could not control. I was abruptly on my back. There was an enormous weight on me preventing me from moving. No noise, no sound of any sort. This thing hovered over my lower body where my uterus was. I felt two sharp points against my groin where my ovaries are. In my head the pain was unbearable and I could barely breathe, gasp or scream. It was hard to find my voice. I couldn't speak. I was just thinking "GOD."
I was clinging on each side of the bed to every second waiting for it to end. And when it did, this thing had vanished. I didn't even see it go. My tv was still on. I ran out of my room and found my dad outside in the room next door. I asked him to come in and check my room. I found it hard to explain what happened, and I also thought I was going completely crazy. My dad is not the type to believe in ghosts, aliens--nothing. He was a cop, and a good one.
Sixteen years later and I haven't been able to get this out of my mind. I wanted to see if anyone had a similar experience like this. Comment please
February 2, 2018
Thank you for sharing your experience. I personally haven't had anything like that happen to me, my experiences have not involved a being as of yet. It sounds traumatic. There are those, on this sight that may be able to help, have you met humaine? She has been helpful to a few people looking for information. Good luck with your search for answers.:-)
It's better to walk alone, than with a crowd going in the wrong direction. H.S.
April 20, 2019
November 14, 2017
Hi Jamie! nice to be talking to you again 🙂 I have been working hard this past year, working with Dr David Jacobs, (I was so lucky to have the privilege to work with him.)
So, unfortunatly Stephanie, I am so sorry to tell you that yes, it is very common what you had to live, common to the ones we call "abductees".
These experiences are the same everywhere in the whole word, but I have to tell you that we just remember only a few things, not the whole experience, just because "they" make us forget the experience, just to keep it clandestine. I mean that you just kept in memory some little moments.
A little noise at the very moment they came, it is very often the case. Sometimes I could hear a noise like a key would do if you knock it on the glass of a window...I knew it was when they crossed the window, when they went through it. For example one of my patient can here a vibration coming everytime, and this sound she can't stand because she perfectly knows that there are coming in a few minutes.
Being paralized on your bed, it is everytime what we have to live.
Sorry to tell you that they went to your uterus just because they use our bodies (uterus and eggs) to make genetic manipulations. This is awful, I know, but this is the truth.
I think this is very very hard to hear such a thing, and please you have to think about an hypnosis session with an extreme caution because when you open this book of your life, nothing will be the same again. I mean that when you can remember the details of this so bad experience, when you get it from the memory from your subconscious, you are very disturbed. It is so hard to live, and maybe you can just understand it, and know it without having this trauma of living it again into your brain. Believe me you will have to wake up every morning with that nightmare inside of you. I do everyday of my life. knowing this nightmare is not the same thing than living it again (with hypnosis)
You know I am an abductee myself and before knowing it really, I had many conscious memories just like you. I have been a therapist during 25 years, using hypnosis ( for nervous breakdows, anxiety attacks, etc) What a strange coincidence that one day I had to use hypnosis to work with David Jacobs and learn how to search the truth with the ones who would come to me, and knowing too my personal truth.
I don't make people have a session if it is not absolutly necessary, because of all the things I have just said before. The trauma is very very hard...(Please don't do it with someone who wouldn't know perfectly this field.)
I thing that knowing what it is, and knowing that others have had the same experience, is a good way to feel a little bit better...
I want to add that we are abducted very many times during our lives, and above all that we are able to say "no", I did it myself... and you did the right thing when thinking "God", this is what they can't bear, because what they are doing here on Earth is forbidden, they don't have the right to do that...
If you have more questions, just ask 🙂
August 6, 2019
Thank you Humaine, and Jaime & Aurora for commenting
Humaine, I've had other odd experiences as well. I've had several where I was in a dark room and couldn't see anything. I am always paralyzed in these and my body is suspended in the air. It's quite scary because you don't know what to expect and you feel completely defenseless. I don't know if these are considered abductee stories but they are very different from my other dreams. I can still feel when something touches me. Once it felt like something was forced in my mouth. I often weave it in with a spiritual realm, out of body experience but honestly wouldn't be able to tell the difference. This experience I shared in my previous post is the more detailed experience. I still think about hypnotherapy to answer some questions but like you said it may make things worse. I also don't know if I could ever bring myself to go to a hypnotherapist. A part of me feels embarrassment and shame. I don't like to talk about this stuff unless it's with a close friend.
Have a good day! I'd like to hear about the other abductee stories as well. I will look on this site.