April 27, 2019
Hello there! I've never reached out like this but i hope that i will be able to find someone who has similar experiences to me or understands where I'm coming from because I'm starting to feel very alone on this type of stuff haha. I figured that if I post this and reach out and try to find others who have similar experiences, we may be able to bridge some understanding on the topic. Lets get into it!
The experiences started happening as far back as I can remember, and I've had 'shared experiences' on multiple occasions (i.e. where I've been with someone who has experienced the exact same thing as me at that time. These occurences are good for my mind because it makes me feel less crazy haha). I live in a city in the U.K., so no big open fields or depopulated areas around here, which I believe is why I only get these experiences sometimes as 'they' do not like to be exposed. I have also never moved house, so for my entire upbringing we were in one spot, and this house has always been 'haunted' although i don't like the connotations associated with that description, and my older brother was very spiritually connected and would always speak of this.
Some of my earliest memories include very vivid and extremely abnormal occurences, happening in public, happening at home, in the car, and in 'dreams'. An example of this would be a memory I have of my mum driving us home after visiting my grandparents, it was a dark, cold and clear night outside and i rested my head upon the window as my mum drove home. Once we were very close to arriving home my mum (in a slightly weirded out voice) asks ''J, can you see that?'' and I'd been looking up for the whole time, even before the ship became visible as if I was drawn to it. I lowered my window slightly and angled my head so it was partially out of the window in order to get a clearer look of the thing. It was as if a very large rectangular ship of sorts was hovering 30ft or so above the car, following us as we approached our house. The colour of it is hard to describe, a sort of camouflage into the night sky. The only way we could make out the shape of it was by paying attention to the myriad of lights on the bottom of this thing. We still speak of this on sometimes.
The previous description was the first time I had been aware of another entity's presence close to me that I can remember. I was around 5 years old when that happened. Following this, I became very interested in the idea of extra-terrestrial life visiting planet Earth, possibly residing on Earth, and I started to wonder why they kept coming to me later on.
Seeing a UFO is not as exciting to me anymore after my experiences. I crave something more and I really do love to channel this sort of energy and see what happens. Many times in my past I have been out and about and UFOs have lurked between the clouds, and I also believe that when the conditions are right it is very possible to 'call upon' these entities and invite them into my surroundings to show their crafts in the night sky. I have done this on many occassions, though recently stopped this because my experiences are more personal and bilateral communication between I and the beings is becoming very possible.
So, let's get on to the first time (that i remember) I saw an 'alien'. It is important to note that most of the times I have 'caught' an alien in my presence, I 'was not meant to', they like to lurk and be secretive, scared of how I could react and they do not like to interfere with me in a way that will disturb my daily life, therefore whenever I have encountered them I can see the shock upon their little faces!
I was well into a good nights sleep, and I had a terrarium in my room for my lizard at the time which required a light to be on at night. My family didn't begin to believe my stories until the occurences progressed and now I am mostly understood by them. I was in a comfortable sleep, yet suddenly I awoke, and immediately I was in this sort of a (trance?) state wherein I felt hyper-sensory and very meditative and experiencing some disassociation between body and mind. The light from my terrarium illuminated the room and my door was ever so slightly open in the corner. An orange light from outside of my room leaked into my bedroom through the opening of the door, and as previously mentioned when I saw the UFO above the car, I knew something was going to happen before it did. I looked at the door, gazed at about 3-4 foot above the ground, and there I vividly saw 3 nearly identical whitish grey aliens. As i made eye contact with the beings I felt an electricity in the room; they did not intend to be seen, their eyes widened and I could see the shock on their faces. They peered into the room very abnormally, as if they were all stood with their legs and bodies behind the bedroom door, and leaned over with their heads on top of each other's, resulting in 3 alien heads on top of eachother. Quite a sight to see for a young child. Some time passed and I found myself being 'put' to sleep. Tiredness rolled over my body intensely and very fast. I feel as if lots happened that night that I cannot remember. I now have an irrational fear of sleeping with the door open.
The next time i met an alien being, it was entirely different. I must've been around 10-11 years old at this point, and I had a bunk bed in my bedroom that was a normal bed on the top bunk, and on the bottom there was a big comfy chair and a side table fitted in. It was a routine of sorts for me to wake up in the middle of the night to check if my cat had come into my room, as sometimes he would and he'd sit on the chair underneath the bunk bed. So, I woke up, however this time (just as in the last story) I felt very different to usual, slightly dissociated from my body yet very aware, and extremely calm. I leaned out sideways over the bed in the gap where the ladder rose up the side of the bunk, and (I find this story amusing because this must have been an unusual sight for the being) I leant over, and i stretched out and looked down to the seat under the bunkbed. There, surprisingly not to my surprise, sat a 6-7 foot tall yellow being with such large and deep almond shaped eyes, next to no nose (more like two holes), and the same goes for ears, and a 'slit' of a mouth (i.e. no lips, very small). The being slowly moved its head to look up at me, and did this at a very calm, slow pace. I did not feel at any way in danger. Then yet again i felt a wave of tiredness rush over me. It was as if i autonomously put myself back into bed, rolled over and brought the blanket over my face and fell asleep very quickly. The next morning i woke up and was quite shaken up by the whole experience, so I went to my brother. He really didn't believe me, and it wasn't until i'd been in a state over it for 2 days that he sat down with me and we spoke about the encounter. We scoured the internet for a long time trying to find someone who had met a being as i described to help give me closure.
For the last 6 months I have been regularly practising meditation in my downtime, and I try to keep very in touch with my spiritual side. I also regularly attempt to astral travel.
This leads me to the most recent occurence, which happened around 3 nights ago, and I have not been able to fully process this event since. It should be added that I was completely sober when this happened, it was a normal night for me and I wasn't expecting anything.
I went to bed.Usually when I sleep I find the excuse to explore my spiritual side more; I often meditate and 'invite' experiences. On this night I didn't, i simply laid there and drifted, focusing on heightening my vibration. Usually, when I get to the threshold of an out of body experience, I get scared and the fear holds me back from actually travelling. However, due to the fact I have been doing this a lot recently, I finally managed to let go.
I found myself in a desert setting, and there I met a 4 foot tall grey being, but not the same as i described prior to this^. This time, the being had a rounded head and a pointy chin, almost making an upside-down water droplet shape. The being had such beautiful large eyes and a small mouth.
I feel as if i could be missing some memories from this event, which has always been the case for me; I think the reason for this is because the experience that I had was too much for my conscious mind to handle.
We went on to actually communicate. This is a the first time I have directly communicated with a being while simultaneously seeing them infront of me. Whenever this would usually happen, i'd hear a voice in my head but see no physical being. We spoke mostly telepathically, sometimes making short sounds but only indicative responses to what (she?) had told me due to the barrier between us. We went on to try to bridge some sort of an understanding between who we are and what we know about eachother. I told her things that I knew about her and vice versa. When I told her something and she related to it, i'd see her visibly react just as we humans display emotions, her body language seemed thrilled and excited by what I was saying. This happened for a while, and then we began walking toward the being's ship. It didn't look like anything i've ever seen, definitely not a metallic disk or orb. This time, the ship was made of a slightly translucent orange colour material. We walked towards and through the material of the ship. There were no doors, we went through the matter that the ship was made of. Within seconds we were rising up into the air 100s of feet per second, I could feel the movement on my body as we flew. The rising of the ship at such speeds scared me, as I did not know what was going to happen next whatsoever. I pulled my consciousness back into my body and woke up.
I didn't sleep well for the rest of that night due to the intensity of the experience.
I am searching for anyone with similar experiences, an innate connection with extraterrestrial beings, or anyone with information on the topic that could broaden my understanding. As i write this I faintly see something next to me! It would be lovely to start a thread about this and I would love to hear your own experiences! Thankyou for reading 😀
We went on to actually communicate. This is a the first time I have directly communicated with a being while simultaneously seeing them infront of me. Whenever this would usually happen, i'd hear a voice in my head but see no physical being. We spoke mostly telepathically, sometimes making short sounds but only indicative responses to what (she?) had told me due to the barrier between us. We went on to try to bridge some sort of an understanding between who we are and what we know about eachother. I told her things that I knew about her and vice versa. When I told her something and she related to it, i'd see her visibly react just as we humans display emotions, her body language seemed thrilled and excited by what I was saying.
Even though you couldn't see anything or anyone? I know, I know..... anyway. When it really happens (and of course you cannot say everyone experiences the same thing) your re-telling will be vastly different and very detailed. I do not talk about it any longer. It brought into my life unwanted contact talking about my experiences online.
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