January 9, 2020
Since there wasn't an "Introduction" or "Say Hello" or an "Introduce Yourself" Thread that I could find maybe this could become that Thread/Topic.
As for myself Hi, *blush!* I NEVER thought that I would EVER be needing/posting to one of these forums. I'm interested in the paranormal and extraterrestrials, but Never Ever thought I'd have a Physically Confirmed Case of my own. In fact I figured that at some point in my life I would end up on one of these forums but as a Writer/Researcher NOT as a fellow Victim. I wanted to be one who gathers info. and gets an impartial opinion, one that can be TRUSTED and RELIED ON. I actually saw myself as someone who would do research on many and various topics and then present what I had gathered, kinda like MUFON, but more in ALL Areas (Ghosts, etc. too) not just Aliens. (And actually I figured I would mostly Stay Away from the topic of Aliens all together, except for say holidays, like Halloween. Anytime I would report on them I'd do it for FUN, never anything Real, much less Serious. You know?)
I saw Aliens/Extraterrestrials as a jokes, a fun escape from far more Serious and Real entities/things that Can and Do harm you. I always worried, in the Far Back of my mind that this just MIGHT be real, but never once did I think that it was real, much less that this would happen to me.
I've come here now for Emotional Support and Social Support. I'm very LOST, HURT (Spiritually, Emotionally) and CONFUSED Mentally.
I just don't knew a where else to turn and don't dare speak further.
... So, yeah, that's it. ... I really don't know what else to say, this just happened (and the experience is, you could Very Much Say, still going on even as I type this) and I just am so hurt physically and bewildered emotinally. This is the first and ONLY forum I found at all. And I only trust forums when it comes to speaking to people online. I've found their far better at communication cause someone, Anyone will usually get back to my posts. All other avenues I've tried (as of late with obviously very Different topics) have been Non Responsive.
So pease help ... That's all I can think of saying. That and if anyone knows of any support group that can Understand and let me discuss openly what happened/Is Happening WITHOUT Judgement then Please Let Me Know. Thanks =*-(!!!!!!!