May 25, 2021
Im here to try to find an answer to my experience. I will go directly to the point.
Ive been with my boyfriend for 6 months. He has controlled schizophrenia, he takes medicaments and in his every day life he is ok.
I would say Im a `normal´person with no symptom and I have never have any vision or encounter. I would say Im sensitive and somehow my channel its opening.
Sometimes I have seen how his face shapeshifts into a wolf. Also its like his face disappears, like waves. He becomes a different person and seems more intelligent.
In this moments im very scared, and he manage to control my mind through telepathy. It has happen 3 times, and the last time I was able to resist. In the first two I fell how I can't control my mind and he induce me into a state where I feel my energy its sucked. It hurts so I tell him to stop, and ask him to please go back to normal. He tells me im having paranoids but Its very strong to not being true. It hurst in my heart.
He jokes a few times saying he is electrical.
I felt like in the Truman show, where nothing I knew was real.
One of the times during the `trip´, I went to a different room and while I was awake I felt pricks in my body. I felt touched and lost visibility, I knew something was happening but manage to resist. I could feel energies around me observing me but didn't see anything.
Im not sure if its him or he channels this energies thought me.
The day after when I sleep I don't believe its true and I think it was a paranoid, but after happening 3 times, im starting to want to understand.
I haven't read anything very similar, but does anyone feel related or has something to share?
It would be very appreciated.