January 2, 2015
I have seen several of their forms.
1) I have seen very tiny balls of light that sort of sparkle back when I was living by myself in my old apartment.
2) The two souls looked like oval-shaped clouds of dust. They were maybe a foot long each. One was black and the other white.
3) The Grey ET called Mabi looked exactly like the way people have described the Greys. Big black eyes, large heads, grey skin, etc. But he was wearing a black suit. I was actually able to find an image of a Grey wearing the exact same suit he was wearing. He also looked like a solid flesh and bone being. I think that this photo is genuine because it's DEAD ON! This is exactly what he looks like. Even the clothes!
He also had the ability to turn invisible instantly and walk through any object or door. He can also turn himself into a soul and fly around the room. When I first met him in May of 2012, I was able to see his outline / silhouette whenever he turned himself invisible. I remember him getting annoyed because I could still see him, lol. He seemed to have two types of invisabilities: one I can see and one I cannot see.
4) I have seen the ghosts of a multitude of ETs of all shapes and sizes. They looked kind of whitish but see-through / transparent. And they were all lined up against the walls in EVERY house and building I was in! And they were all sort of swaying back and forth. My ESP or sixth sense was going haywire during this time because it was getting close to December 21, 2012. I was able to see so many strange things during this time.
After December 21, 2012 had passed, I was still seeing these ghost-like ETs in every room in the house--including each and every building. But as time went on, I began seeing them less and less until finally I couldn't see them at all. I was so happy, lol. But I still see ghosts and spriits of ETs at night.
5) As it got closer and closer to December 21, 2012, I was also seeing all kinds of spaceships of every size and shape imaginable on the outside. They were flying in the skies and landing all over the place! They too had this whitish-transparent look to them. I even saw a ghostly brontosaurus and that thing was MEGA-MASSIVE!
6) I have seen a demon once. As this thing approached my bedroom, it sounded like bees buzzing. That's how you know whether or not if a demon is in your house. I was in bed when this thing came into the room. The buzzing noises were coming from it. When I looked, I saw a dark sort of misty cloud enter the room straight through the door. It also spoke to me via telepathy. It said that I had punched him back in middle school. I immediately realized that this demon was the kid who I got into a fight with back in middle school. And he had drowned a few years later. I guess bad people become demons, huh? He didn't stay long and soon vanished into thin air. That was the only time I encountered a demon.
May 14, 2015
Hello I would think you guys were crazy if I were not a bit crazy myself.
Yes I wanted to share and concur that there are perfect mental moments that you can retain control and even kill them. I have done it in the past.
I am usually a peaceful person but sometimes force is necessary. Watcher did not go into detail about this so I will a bit because people should know. When you find this nice divide in their mental control, yes go blank.... it makes them interrupted and blank momentarily too and then visualize them as an extension or part of yourself and then they can not harm you as quickly or easily and then you can harm their "part" of yourself mentally and it devastates them!
This method works. I studied buddhism and tantra to get better at this mental excercise.
The first one I killed after much painful physical and mental rape I tried everything mentally to resist (since I was physically paralyzed) and fight including becoming "one" with it and then killing this part of myself. It no longer had a hold of me and I could get up off the table with free will and in rage and pure crazy mad fear ripped one of their arms off and started beating all of them with it as I ran away!
It was thin plastic like a clorox jug with liquid inside that even smelled like bleach and no bone. I remember it was heavy like a rubber club until I smashed it up on the aliens and then it was a limp skin bag. I was afraid to touch them myself with a fist punch and the blood that splattered on me stung like I had hugged a bunch of itchy fir trees.
They drilled something inside my ear when I was seven years old and I thought a mosquito got stuck in my ear for a week. Terrible high-pitch wine!
They are super genius but our brains are still just as capable in some old OG dinosaur way.
I am aged over 40 not bothered anymore but I am alcoholic and do not ever dream anymore. So maybe they won and I just don't remember anymore.
May 14, 2015
I would have enjoyed a back adjustment twice a month like ninja got haha.
I think I did get some physical benefit from the painful things they did but mostly not!
I have smoked two packs of Marlboro cigarettes a day for well over 30 years now and can still do one armed chin ups and run and I still get carded for alcohol and cigs because I look really young. And I have very strange irregular blood that specialist doctors claim to have never seen before..... like all my blood levels are one digit instead of three digits.
I tried to be regressed with hypnotherapy by two different quite capable professionals for several months each with no results. They claim I am not hypnotize-able but if I see a taco bell commercial I get hungry so I really don't know why it did not work.... I heard from someone years ago that only people that can roll their eyes back into their head can be hypnotized.
What I remember about these alien things is so absurd that I can not tell anyone about this stuff unless I want to be at best not liked or at worst put away in a psych ward!
They play strange mental games with your brain and memory and chop your body up with plasma and put it back together again if you're lucky and so things can be dreamy and unreal.
Pain also causes forgetfulness.
They also make your brain not register things as important just dis-associative mundane parts of the scenery if you get my drift.
I watch all the boring hype fluff ufo stuff to see if anything matches my experiences but none as much as....
Whitley Strieber movie was so weird and boring and silly (and especially for someone never abducted) but that silly emotional patty-cake mimic game bond stuff is what it really was like for me with the aliens.
And then the mental "testing" stuff they did was not so babyish and nice..... instead was like repetitive rubix cube solving factory mental sessions at meth/cocaine warp speed!
And then painful physical testing ripping off my body parts with super micro sunctions and kaliedoscopic plasma cutters! And obviously put back together again also not comfortable!
The first time I saw an alien I was three years old in Orlando at my grandmothers and I saw this thing on her bed and I thought it was a toy stuffed animal because it had metallic synthetic-looking blue fur like a Sesame street puppet! It looked just like the 1980's TV show ALF but not brown fur blue.... and only a foot tall with long whiskers on it's snout and this was early 1970's.
So I went to pick it up to play with it since it was perfectly still and I thought it was a toy and it screamed!!!
I was not at all scared until it screamed this pitiful nasally cry like I was about to kill it when I held it!
So in reaction I dropped it and it moved back on the bed and I ran to find my grandmother but she was gone all of a sudden and I ran outside still gone and then I went back in and looked in her room and it was still there and whimpering trying to pull the blanket over it's head!
Anyway she finally came back. I think it had a tech glitch with it's cloaking or something and mentally detected that I was a rough and tough fearless three year old! But it gave me fear that day and have had fear ever since haha!
When my ear was drilled in second grade at school, time stopped a thunderstorm black cloud came and I was sucked out of a class window up a tree straight up into a giant hollow metal tin can open on top and bottom (strangely it had rivet carriage bolts holding the metal together like human made) and I remember being so high I could not see the ground standing looking down the bottom hole into clouds. No engines nothing just floating in this hollow can-tube for seemingly hours and then I flew somewhere else and the drilling happened to my ear and then I forget.
Two Detectives greenish and pasty dressed in black and wearing hats took me out of school for a week the day after and I was blamed for the theft of gold as a cover I believe for their own tests and questions. Wanting me to admit I stole gold inbetween threatening to kill my parents and whipping me.... which I did not ever do this so I finally said I did not do it but if you want me to say I did it I will. They seemed happy after that and left.
I think at first I unquestionably obeyed but when I became a teen I started to buck and resisted their painful tests and games with violence.
January 2, 2015
May 14, 2015
They can also put a containment field around you if they predict (they go into future and come back) that you may harm their plans. This field around you has precise EMF to make specific emotional reactions in certain and several negative ways in you and from those people around you that enter it. Like everyone will hate on you including yourself. They can quickly kill you with this remotely.
But then again this same personal containment field has stopped time and reversed time to save me from certain death also.
They can only die in their bio-rubber robot drone bodies. They have mastered death and time.... but there is something material very fine that they can not clone and must harvest from us to keep this immortality functioning that their drones bring back to their safe-havens. Because we have no choice usually and die and you have to die and lose your person to get it naturally. Losing their person is losing control... they never want to lose control!
August 28, 2014
I think you two have broached more in a few posts than I have seen in weeks at ATS.
- Men in Black.
- Abduction dismemberment and reassembly.
If you would like to talk about each we could talk for days on each subject.
I think I will throw in on my first flashback.
I had a back operation that had triggered flashbacks of my wifes and my abduction years before.
The abduction was awake and extended over hours of time that I remembered if I needed to.
But, it was like there was nothing that brought it to my attention to even think about it.
Suddenly I would mentally transported back to the event.
Bits and Chunks of memories. But now with new information.
It was like I was experiencing it for the first time. Sights, Smells, Sensations, all anew...
Raw emotions during the events.
I was trapped inside of a Chair like device.
It was black shell lined with green glowing jell like pads that would conform to my body as it took my weight. As I sat in it I looked forward and there was piviot near my feet. It had front that folded forward covering my legs and torso. It was filled with the same padding as the seat. As it closed I was enveloped by the padding. I was not squished but held in place. My face and neck extended above the front cover. I was secure warm and unable to make anything but minor movement.
I glanced up to see large very thin grays walking around a concave room.
One operating a hovering control panel to my right.
One to my left leaning in towards my face.
I was terrified and yanked myself back to normal thought process.
My though was what the Hell was that....
I did not remember being in a craft. But I was only 5 or so in the flashback.
Wait a second I was 30 or so... What the heck was that!! I thought to my self.
Later under hypnosis I was taken back to that event.
Again terrified. Again 5 or so. But with much much more recall of the event.
I was heart and found by these creatures near my home.
My left leg was somehow hurt while i was playing behind my home.
My hypnotist had me look at it as if I were an adult.
With an adult perception.
I became aware that my entire left leg and hip was like physically on the wall to my left.
The grey had a stick or probe or something that he was touching to the leg in different locations.
The leg would twitch and react to his actions.
But the pain was my leg that I perceived inside the chair that I was in.
It made no sense.
But if you think about it.
If a 3D projection of a CT scan were on the side of the craft.
If the creature was able to interact with it.
That would be some cool hardware... I answered the hypnotist question as a child.
Her question was "What is he doing"
I just cried. My leg hurt. But I think that I would have said that he was fixing it if I was not in such a large amount of pain. I was reacting as a child because that what I was at the time it happened.
Over time I think that I had broken my hip. Somehow he was repairing it.
I was dealing with something that I had experienced during my childhood with these creatures.
May 14, 2015
Yeah well I think we humans on earth are a protected species in like a space federation protected park prison planet. There are many benevolent ultra-super powerful alien beings guarding us. Kinda like the armed soldiers following and guarding the white rhino in Africa.
There is an island near Indonesia that still has primitive people that throw spears at helicopters that are only making sure they survived bad tsunamis and such. They modernly influenced the people on an island nearby over twenty years ago and every native that did not die from it was a prostitute, diseased and bad addict to alcohol and drugs. So they decided to leave this other island alone.
Yeah I suppose it is much like how Star Trek tried not to interact too much and influence the life unless totally necessary to protect it.
But there are daring poachers looking for valuable materials also.
They have laws. Unless with having special permission they aren't allowed to take us much above atmosphere and "shearing" of humans may be overlooked kinda like a park ranger is not likely to take and confiscate a very small collection of seashells ..... but if you pack suitcases with the stuff big trouble!
As for tangible evidence like crashed UFO and bodies... I have no idea why they would allow this to happen. Maybe because some of the Zeta greys are poachers that they don't rescue or help? I have no idea.
Somehow they have stopped time and reversed back a few seconds for me to be ready and do something else several times when I should have died:
as I was driving of a quarry cliff
as I fell off a six story scaffold falling apart
as I got hit by a semi-truck
as I was getting shot
as I was getting stabbed
And it has saved me from accidentally causing the death of others.
Since they can shape-change and alter our perceptions aliens can look like anything.
I was homeless my teenage years until my early twenties and also in and out of the psych ward because of trying to fight what they were doing and rebelling instead of going with the flow.
I am an honest guy so that did not help me at the hospital!
Maybe I am just crazy.... and these really are just delusions
Or maybe we just do not have the capacity or the mental capability for the whole truth....
I think maybe we would be so depressed if we really knew the truth that we would not want to live anymore.
The farmers would not like frogs upsetting their livestock- << an alien told me we were more like frogs compared to them when I asked if we were their cows!!!
January 2, 2015
Now that's interesting! So, whenever you've been badly hurt and in need of medical treatment, they assist and try to fix the problem.
I remember when I had gotten into a bad accident in 2012 and fractured several bones in my spinal cord and neck. I was airlifted to a very large hospital. It was impossible for me to sit up let alone walk, so I spent everyday in a hospital bed. During my stay there, I had several experiences that didn't feel like dreams. In one that I remember, I was sitting in some kind of medical chair that was very comfy and when I looked down to my right, there was this ET girl crouched by the chair. I believe she was a nurse.
I don't know what she was doing. She looked up at me when I looked down at her but she didn’t say anything. I’m trying to remember the features of her face. I know that her face looked kind of scaly and her skin was probably blue. But that’s all I remember from that experience. In another, I was about to go to sleep and I kept my eyes closed during the entire experience. I heard this noise which sounded like a tractor beam and I felt the entire bed levitate off of the floor! I do believe that the bed and I were on their ship. I don’t know why I kept my eyes closed the whole time. I was able to hear a female talking to somebody else and she said “they’re going to be so surprised when they see him”. She was talking about the doctors in the hospital. I am 100% sure that they did something to me to help me heal faster.
My medical treatment is still ongoing to this very day even though I am completely healed. I mentioned this before but, a certain ET does something to my spinal cord every time I go to bed. It feels like he’s popping a bone back into place. He will not tell me why he’s doing this. And then there is another ET who massages my back. He said that he would do this twice a year and I have no idea why.
May 14, 2015
The chair and bed is very common passive position they like.
And they use heavy things we want like sex for shiny fishing lures.
My best friend as a kid witnessed one of my abductions so it was not a delusional dream.
We both suddenly out of nowhere said at the same time together "lets call down a ufo" and then we both looked at each other weird like wtf did that idea come from?
But as if it was a normal thing we both walked out with our bike lights in our hands and shined at the stars at the corner of the sky the lights on off on off and then a bright white light beam hit us from same place in sky and our bodies lit up from the inside like blue lightbulbs. And this thing came down towards us from behind the tops of the trees and I thought that a blimp was crashing down on us and was about to run out of the way but it stopped and glided over us closer than tree top level and it had no noise except much BASS like really low no sound just huge air displacement. And it had a strange almost inaudible Morse code-like digital tone about eight that started low and ended fast and high collapsing on itself and repeating in a loop. Very creepy because it sounded like an eerie old 1950's sci-fi sound effect from an old movie. Egg-shaped and about 60 feet long and 20 feet wide. It had a strange under belly.... I was looking for a carriage that the people were in thinking it was a blimp but it had none. two rectangular 2ft X 4ft windows that looked like flat yellow fog-lights you could not see through them. And it had a large round red center light like 3.5 ft and weird vents and louvers that were popping out of panels and changing shape and movements like bug wings flexing.
One second fear oh no crashing on me... next second awe and amazement wanting to jump up and touch it...... next second insane crazy fear worse than thinking it was crashing on me fear!
I ran inside the house and it was already 6 am! When we first went out it was only 11pm. My friend said he saw me get pulled up into the ship with the beam and then next thing he knew I had ran over a block away to the house and slammed the door shut and locked him out!
May 14, 2015
Just wanted to say I am sorry that I have no correlation with your experiences dear posters and truly do not know what any of it really means.
Most everything I come up with is mere speculation and just puny theory of the moment.
I think Watcher and all you other guys want answers and I do too just unfortunately don't have any. Sad to say probably most likely will never.
By the way I thought back about it better and the ufo digital beeps that night were ten tones not eight, and it sounded like five tones and then same five tones just higher and faster.....like morse code.
~deet deet deeyeeet deet deet ~ period like a statement.
Then fast as hell and a higher octave ending sounding like a question:
~deet dit dit dit dit!?
All the tones repeated without a pause and sounded like a garden variety old texas instruments Speak'n'Spell but cleaner..... nicer speakers.
The second higher faster part sounded like it was collapsing on the slower first part of itself and sounding like it was ending in a question.
By the way my father was a musician. He and everyone in his large band and also their families were in a spaceship with me another time, all getting examined at same time with thousands of wires and somehow they all had all of their instruments and were playing a giig and everyone else was dancing like nothing was happening in a giant pink bubble or balloon!!!
So those aliens must either like rock'n'roll or have at least a sick sense of humor with us frogs?
I know our sounds are much better and richer than the autistic no-eared aliens.
I picture now a frog race with humans frantically stomping behind a frog to get it to move straight and forward quickly for the human to win, not really the frog! And winning means nothing to the frog anyway Haha!
Good Luck figuring it all out dear ones!