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== What are they doing here? What do they want? ==

by Bill Foster 

Filter out all the non-essential questions human beings have ever posed to, or thought, or asked of a gray alien, and you are left with just two pressing questions we humans have been pondering for the past five decades: What are the aliens doing? And what do they want?

As a lifetime abductee of the grays I can give you only my subjective perspective of the complicated answers to these two questions. No "absolutes" are available on this subject . It was Dr. John Mack who told me: "Two species we know are liars. . .human politicians and the grays." This article is based on communications and instructions I have received from the grays as well as my own observations and recollections, during only those specific timeframes.

I am not an abductee who believes in the benevolence of the grays. I take no solace in any idea the grays are here for our benefit or to enhance or enrich human lives. I think the grays are here to fulfill a specific agenda of their own. This agenda appears rigid, inflexible, urgency-driven and it will be completed, I believe, in spite of any attempt humans may make to interfere with it. There is also no compelling reason the grays should reveal their overall plans to us, and they have not.

If there are to be any fringe benefits to mankind from the alien agenda, it will be only an unintentional bi-product, not part of any primary alien goal. For example, if some of our technology 'leaps' in the past several decades derived from back-engineered equipment from a crashed alien vehicle, that would be a beneficial, unintended, bi-product for humans of the overall alien agenda. (For specific reference check Phillip Corso's book, "The Day After Roswell.")

I believe the alien agenda on earth has three main goals¾hybridization, research, and emotional understanding¾which I will examine in this article.

=== Hybridization ===

After reading massive quantities of reports and summaries of abductions of both human males and females, I conclude the grays are extremely interested in human reproduction.

In hundreds if not thousands of cases, abductees report genital examinations, pregnancy testing, egg implantation, etc., which lead me to believe crossbreeding with humans is a fundamental objective of the grays. Why? They will produce offspring with genetic and emotional traits of both human and alien alike. Why?

The 'why' of crossbreeding will be covered later. Right now we will examine the actuality of the physical process. In the reported impregnations, the grays control the fetus production from conception to birth. The fetus is checked, re-checked and finally removed from the human female, by the grays, usually early in the pregnancy. The final growth process and possession of that fetus is handled exclusively by the grays.

Human parents, both male and female, are sometimes allowed to see or hold the offspring at various stages of development but humans are never allowed any form of parental control of these infants. Visitation by humans is brief, and limited to a few minutes of viewing or holding the infant aboard ship. From all reports, the hybridization program has been going on for decades. That means many surviving hybrid offspring are now fully grown.

Some of these hybrid offspring could well be the "odd looking humans" many folks around the world have reported. Usually these hybrids are described as lean, tall, sparse head and facial hair if any, exceptionally large eyes with small ears, nose and mouth. Hybrids have been described as being able to readily pass for humans with some oddly defined, "oriental" features.

=== Descriptions of the facial deviations from actual human physiognomy are many times, non-specific. ===

During my lifetime of abductions I never saw a hybrid, either at the fetus stage or fully grown. All my contacts have been with typical male grays. My information on hybridization comes from the accounts of female abductees concerning aborted pregnancies. These women report either that they were pregnant and then they were not, or they have memory of the fetus being physically removed by the grays from their body.

If there are hybrid aliens, there must be some definite reason for this breeding program. To me, there are three possibilities. The aliens intend to use the hybrids to:

1. blend with the human population of earth.

2. populate another dimension, planet or planets.

3. replace alien crewmembers, if indeed the grays are a "dying breed," as some folks have postulated. (There is a widespread theory the grays are incapable of reproduction within their own species.)

Two of those three ideas are self-explanatory. Only item number one¾blend with the human population of earth¾requires further explanation. Why? Why mix hybrids with humans on earth? What purpose does it serve to take a much superior intelligence and place it within our mundane, work-a-day world?

If there is an answer to this question it has to fit within the overall plan of the grays. We may well have something the grays need, something they can readily get from us or from nature itself on our planet. Sometimes this need is proposed as water, minerals and/or electricity. This brings us to, and includes, motive number two.

=== Research ===

Even in a cursory reading of UFO literature we find at every turn the Grays probing, examining, and physically searching human bodies and brains. We can assume the grays' knowledge about humans has evolved with regular, repeated contact.

For example, there is the famous Betty and Barney Hill abduction. Barney had false teeth. The grays took Barney's teeth out of his mouth and attempted to do the same with Betty but failed because her teeth were her own. The grays must have learned some anatomy, from that experience. (I sometimes wonder if the grays have abducted me when I have had my hearing aids in my ears.)

The tracking program of humans by the grays appears to be inter-generational. An interest in one human translates to interest in the offspring of that human and so forth. The aliens follow humans, as Dr. John Mack so aptly put it, "from cradle to grave." 

Many debunkers of alien contact ask why would aliens repeatedly abduct the same human since they should be able to obtain all the information they want about a given individual from one abduction. The rebuttal to that is our "tagging" program with elk, bear, deer, etc. We follow that animal through an entire lifetime. Why? We want to understand migration, feeding patterns and a host of other relevant information. I believe it is similar with the grays repeated abductions of each human specimen.

For example, during an abduction, after my heart attack at age 44, the gray leader alien who communicated with me simply could not understand why I had suffered this malady. I tried to explain the word "stress," and came up descriptively empty. The gray did not understand that human emotion can lead to a physical change in body chemistry. This brings us to the subject of emotions.

=== Emotional understanding ===

Love, hate, rage, fear, stress, anger, sadness, happiness, revulsion¾all are emotions I believe the grays lack. Instead, they are described as methodical, dedicated, industrious, diligent. You seldom read words about the grays that suggest they experience deep emotional feeling.

Through my lifetime of abductions I can assure you that one of the biggest curiosities to the grays, about me, was my constant fear. We do not have to explain our emotions to our fellow humans, but it is extremely difficult to convey the involuntary function and experience of emotions to creatures that have none! 

By analogy, a tiny percentage of humans in the world see colors when people speak. That's correct! These folks see actual colors coming out of the mouths of fellow humans. These same rare individuals can visualize colors when music is played. The medical term for this condition is: "synesthesia".

Do you or I have any conception what it would be like to see colors when people speak? Frankly, I cannot even picture it in my mind, yet we are told it is a medical fact so we must accept it.

Juxtapose this with the vacuum of emotion in the grays. You can then see how difficult it is for them to comprehend our range of emotions when they have none themselves.

One of the primary reasons the grays told me they were interested in me, (if that is the proper wording), is that I displayed such strong emotions¾not the least of which was that raw fear! The grays studied these emotions within me and repeatedly asked me to explain to them how it felt to have these sensations within my body. I learned something from those conversations that I found puzzling yet interesting.

When attempting to describe emotions I spoke out loud. That is, the grays could not read my mind to understand my emotions. My emotions, such as fear, did not appear to radiate a "visual" picture in my mind, or in the mind of the grays, either in the present tense or in past memory. In all other contact with the grays my thoughts were comprehended and intercepted before I even finished formulating them to speak. aloud. This leads me to an assumption.

Here on earth when a person suffers a disability, for example, blindness or deafness, the persons' other senses are sometimes heightened as a bodily compensation for the missing ability. Is it possible that as the grays were able to increase brainpower over the millennia the downside was loss of emotion?

Of course, it could be the grays never had emotions TO BEGIN WITH. [within their own evolutionary process.] Whatever the case, I can attest the grays are extremely eager to evaluate and comprehend the full spectrum of human emotion.

As an aside here, it appeared to the grays, from our communications, that I was concentrating on "revealing" my emotions for their benefit. This was not the case. My fear level was so high that the overt display of fear did not require any effort or acting on my part. Similarly, when I felt rage, anger, serenity and curiosity those were true emotions at the time, not contrived for display or the benefit of examination.

On occasion, the "big guy" (gray) did ask me to explain certain emotions I was not feeling at the time, such as love, happiness, joy, etc. Here again, I had to use an oral description to convey my thoughts.

You may be asking yourself: "How can a being who has no emotion use a human emotion against a human?" That is, the grays knew my certain trigger was fear. Instilling fear within me repressed my conscious memory. Then, how was the emotion 'fear' used by beings that do not possess any emotion? You might well believe it was through a mechanical device, such as an implant, but I believe it worked in a cerebral method.

Fear within me was induced by the grays, I believe, through a form of hypnosis. It is similar to my looking deeply within the big guys' eyes, inches from my own and immediately sensing a calm, peaceful and content feeling throughout my body. (This 'relaxation' hypnosis happened during each abduction.)

The question remains: "How is an emotion instilled if the being does not possess that emotion?" If you fire a rifle and kill a deer, do you feel or fully comprehend the pain felt by that bullet entering the skin? You know what a bullet is and you know how it is fired from the rifle. You do not fully have to understand the process to use it. For that matter, we don't fully understand our own emotions during any effort to explain them. Think of this for a moment.

How do you explain the fact that you may well cry at a wedding and also at a funeral? Same physical act, (tears), totally different emotion(s). There is good and bad stress. Being fired from you occupation is very stressful. Winning a jackpot on a slot machine is also stressful. One, winning is good stress, (for humans), one, termination, is bad stress. Emotions are not easy to explain to another human, let alone an alien life form.

There were at least eight (8) sessions of an hour or more that I spent in discussion of human emotions with the grays. The oddest result of these sessions was that I had to audibly verbalize answers; they could not read my mind and literally, get the picture. I never got the feeling that my explanation of any emotion was thorough, complete or defined enough to be used as a "guide" by the grays. Perhaps the information I volunteered, when added to the information from other humans would finish the jigsaw puzzle for them.

The questioning I received on emotions from the grays, on a routine basis, constituted the most overt interest ever shown toward me, by the grays. Let me explain.

You pick up a pile of delivered mail and casually thumb through the stack acknowledging in your mind routine bills, advertisements, etc. Suddenly you find a letter from an old friend, which is totally unexpected. You rip into the envelope in eager anticipation. A smile comes over your face as you read the interesting sentences, from your old friend. The daily, routine chore of sorting through the mail had just been elevated to a pleasurable and interesting experience. Doing this task was worthwhile, after all!

The preceding is my description of the routine examination of humans by the grays. Always the same, in the same order, until-until it comes to emotions and then there is overt curiosity exhibited. It is a part of the human examination that is not routine, by nature. Emotionally, we humans are extremely complex.

When the time arrives that the grays have exhausted all limits of research on and into the human condition then I believe this process will be terminated. Until that time, the grays will continue to abduct humans.

The gray's agenda may not be completed within our lifetime. Nor is there any compelling reason I can see that the grays should reveal their overall plans to us. The often touted "great event", (some revelation or appearance by aliens), which has been eminently predicted for more than twenty years, is without merit. The grays have no need to or interest in conforming to human desires or human timelines.

This article will give you reasons to consider the premise that alien beings have been visiting our planet, if not living here, temporarily or permanently in some form, for quite a while.



== Credits ==

Special thanks to [[UFO Digest]] and [[Bill Foster]]


== External Links ==

* [http://www.ufodigest.com/news/0308/doing-here.html Original UFO Digest Article]

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