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Postby sandra » Mon Jan 03, 2011 6:10 pm

Wild guess, eh? :mrgreen:

I do feel a lot of insecurity about some things and fear failure. It reminds me of the question she asked in the video that used to be in my signature: "you'd rather die than fail?" And that, for me, isn't a question that's as easy as it should be.


Because you make it much harder than it needs to be,
fearing the unknown is like fearing our death over and over
again, it becomes much much easier, but the catalyst
of it all burns, well good luck with all of that, and until
then imagine the truth is entirely different. hmmm
sounds right, passes time. Time is noted but that
time is not everlasting like what comes after.
“Living backwards!” Alice repeated in great
astonishment. “I never heard of such a thing!”
“—but there’s one great advantage in it, that one’s
memory works both ways.”
— Lewis Carroll, Through the Looking-Glass
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Postby at1with0 » Mon Jan 03, 2011 6:25 pm

Until when? Not a date am I asking.
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Postby sandra » Mon Jan 03, 2011 7:53 pm

at1with0 wrote:Until when? Not a date am I asking.


Until you decide you would rather live and not fear death.
Not fear failure. No reason to fear failure.
2011 should be a more than awesome year for you.
You'd rather live than fear anything.
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Postby at1with0 » Mon Jan 03, 2011 9:21 pm

I expect it.So it's hard to be afraid of it.
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Postby at1with0 » Tue Jan 04, 2011 12:48 pm

I'm in. Again.

Jotted down some notes. In no particular order:

ressurrection
quite the magnificent display
were now?
snowfall -- ground
healer/tank
fractured is mastery
prediction
postcognition
Hit IC
imperitive --comunicator
imprenlue
inspiration
a steaming pile
of my eternal life
discern from words
I accept
talk to aliens.

that is all. :mrgreen:
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Postby at1with0 » Tue Jan 04, 2011 4:58 pm

There's a down and out fellow staying with me until tomorrow. Let's just say that he likes Morbid Angel. Always a good sign.

Listening to Chapel of Ghouls now. so maybe I should post it cuz it is what I'm, we're, listening to.


Now, we listen to this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uj0--G7LSNU


Sacred night on the Eve of May
We gather before the stars
Taste the Hunger of the Fire
Vastness of the Continuum
Heretics of a way unseen
Celebrate, the Greatest of Means
Beelzebub, Lord of the Flies
By Your Hand the Zamanu dies

Drink, drink, the Blood of the Ancients
Me-Zu Me Pa-Ku-Ku-De-Hul
(Your Divine Ordering Principle is a Divine Order which manifests Itself with
Most Sweetness)

Star encircled with the Power-Names
We speak in the Broken Lines
Leviathan will open the Gate
To the Great Abyssous Planes
Feel the icing winds of the Ab-Zu
Sea below all seas
Leviathan, Serpent of Truth
Share with us Most Perfect Way

Call to the Earth, fortify our will
Come Air Spirits, be our eyes this night
Primal Flames are warmth to our souls
Waters of Life, Great Blessings You pour

Calling on Leviathan
Open the gate
Link us with the Wonder of the Abyss Planes so great
Lord of the rolling thunder
Celebrate with us this night
Rip away the veil
Hear our praise

Your Slumber is our Paradise
You smite our enemies down
For we, the few enlightened
Through Your Will we break our bonds
Lord Who shatters paradigms
From the rubble the New shall rise
Your Way presents death for them
The ME-GAL-GAL do we praise

Come Centaur
Those Who Prance to the Hymns of Truth
Come join us
Come Leviathan
Make passage of the Entrance we've
Prepared for You this night

Bil-At Kir-Zal Za-A-Kam Ki-Aga-Du
Kas-Du Da-Ra-Es Mu Ga Im-Mi-In
Nin-Ana-Si-Anna Ga Sa-Ga-Ar
Za-A-Kam Ne-Su-Ub-Du Ne-En-Mu Ga Sa-Ga-Ar

[Translation:]

Lady of Splendour, It is Thine Loving Embrace,
Sweet Nectar for which I forever thirst.
Heavenly Lady, I hunger.
It is Thine Kiss of Divinty for which I hunger.










http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Delusion_of_reference
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Postby at1with0 » Tue Jan 04, 2011 5:15 pm

OK he just puked nto a good sign.

He was mixing wine with JD. That's it and he just broke up. I'm kinda there but ...yeah.
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Postby at1with0 » Wed Jan 05, 2011 8:29 pm

none of us is god
but god is one of us




Came through yesterday.
This came in today:
It's like we're creating real life.
That reminds me of that creepy disturbing mark twain mysterious stranger dude who could make life out of clay.
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Postby at1with0 » Wed Jan 05, 2011 9:32 pm

http://starwars.wikia.com/wiki/Shatterpoint

"I sometimes can see the weak places in an opponent—shatterpoints where the unbreakable can be broken. They can occur in individuals…and in events."

I just saw a shatterpoint. Things light up when that happens. This time it was about how I could move forward, and how good things can work out. I don't seek to exert my control over anyone and make their decisions for them but I can make mine for me.

Shatterpoints appear to me visibly as corners. There's always a corner.
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Postby bionic » Wed Jan 05, 2011 9:43 pm

okay..it has to be done..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USR3bX_PtU4
(irreverant bit of info->there's a pic that comes up in this vid, that I swear..it looks just like my Nan..when she was younger..at the beach..so weird)
Willie Wonka quotes..
What is this Wonka, some kind of funhouse?
Why? Are you having fun?
A little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest men.
We are the music makers, we are the dreamers of dreams
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