I am originally from Georgia.
I moved to Indiana to marry a woman I met that lives there. I quit my job to do that. Then after a couple years in Indiana, my Georgia employer asked me to transfer back to Georgia (I called them because my wife said she'd like to move to Georgia). That didn't work out, because after just 3 months, she wanted to move back to Indiana (pathetic). So I went back to Indiana and worked from home until about 4 and a half years ago when she and I divorced and I transferred here to Texas. I love Texas. And I love my current and final lovely wife, whom I met here.
what a cool story..I lived in Georgia for three years..met my h there..near Savannah..LOVED it there..didn't really want to leave..but H got out of army and we moved up to New york sate where is was from..my younger sister and her family still live there..she is British by birth but looks, sounds and acts..like a 'good ol 'girrl'..it's so funny ..she has a strong southern drawl..my little sister
anyway..prayer..I have gotten on my knees and prayed before..i have sobbed and prayed before..I am like, "I am praying to god, the universe, merciful energies, my highest self..our collective unconscious,,whatever..."
I also say thankful prayers..as a girl, I would talk to God in my head.. on and off throughout the day..like an invisible friend..I still actually do..talk to someoen..something..anyway (and I feel it's presence..amongst..others)

“Whether you sniff it smoke it eat it or shove it up your ass the result is the same: addiction.”
― William S. Burroughs
(love&forgive yourself..and everyone else)