The Black Vault

Also the whole "people only dream in black and white" is BS. Not me! For me dreaming is like being in virtual reality.

I have OOBE'd, I have Lucid dreamed, I've had Sleep Paralysis, I've even had prophetic dreams (but never over anything important).

hmm..
come to think of it...

I have found if I sleep a-lot..get too much sleep...all of the mentioned begins to happen, really kick in, for me.

Maybe because my conscious mind is more awake because I have overslept? (so I am more aware?)

I dunno.

Also, I am more apt to, at least lucid dream if I work at staying as lucid as possible as I fall asleep.


Stress...severe stress, for me, shuts it all down, though.

When really stressed, I don't even remember my dreams. (I think the opposite might be true for most people)

wonder if I have a sleep 'disorder'?

Uh what kind of 19th century dreams do they have
My dreams are just like right now in reality aswell.
All real,vivid and deadly.

It actually physicly hurts when you have died so many times in dreams as I have throughout my entire life. I`ve gotten chest pains, stomache pains, arms pains and sometimes I thought I even got a bruise on my chest

Dark-Samus wrote:

Also the whole "people only dream in black and white" is BS. Not me! For me dreaming is like being in virtual reality.

I have OOBE'd, I have Lucid dreamed, I've had Sleep Paralysis, I've even had prophetic dreams (but never over anything important).

hmm..
come to think of it...

I have found if I sleep a-lot..get too much sleep...all of the mentioned begins to happen, really kick in, for me.

Maybe because my conscious mind is more awake because I have overslept? (so I am more aware?)

I dunno.

Also, I am more apt to, at least lucid dream if I work at staying as lucid as possible as I fall asleep.


Stress...severe stress, for me, shuts it all down, though.

When really stressed, I don't even remember my dreams. (I think the opposite might be true for most people)

wonder if I have a sleep 'disorder'?

Uh what kind of 19th century dreams do they have
My dreams are just like right now in reality aswell.
All real,vivid and deadly.

It actually physicly hurts when you have died so many times in dreams as I have throughout my entire life. I`ve gotten chest pains, stomache pains, arms pains and sometimes I thought I even got a bruise on my chest

Lives hurt, don't they.

Cheers

Malai5

Just though I'd share another dream I had ..it was in the early 90's at some point.

first scene...
I'm in a room at some kind of military complex(haven't a clue which military) but all the children of who were in that room are taken away.my son and daughter being 2 of them.

Next scene....

I'm in the front seat of a car looking back at my children who are kind of huddled into each other obviously seriously traumatized by what they had experienced. I felt in this dream they had been forced to experience seeing each other seriously traumatized,and that realization just made me scream internally so much that I felt like I literally broke into a million pieces.

At that point I woke up,to be quite relieved I has been having a dream,yet still feeling so broken....like they must have felt in the dream.

It was only 6 months ago that I read the interviews with svali regarding mk ultra and mind control, and maybe that Is why I was so obsessed on finding out more about this topic. I felt I had lived something similiar to what she must have experienced being born into these not so wonderful illuminato bloodlines.

I think I understood what it felt like to have your psychi broke into a million peoples through trauma seeing someone you love go through it.
It makes me wonder why I had this dream as well, so many years before I read about Mk ultra victims.

Dreams are gods way of saying, your dreaming.

Dreams are evil the church forbids it.

that was great rath...I'll try not to dream again.but I'll be damned ..I can't stop...maybe when I'm dead I'll get some rest....but then I again...I'm not so sure of anything

considering I'm not god

and to dumb to know what smart is