WOOT! You better stick around. Or Imma have to kidnap you, and airfare is expensive nowadays, so don't make me do it!
Good to see ya made it back MIB...
Sorry to disappoint you all but, I'm not back. I might be, just haven't made up my mind yet. I just felt I owed it to people, an explanation.
I know you may not feel like you want to come back, and that's ok! I invited you back so you saw the changes here, and so you'd find some old friends you haven't talked to in a while.
Well, I did miss people here. Often wandered if they still posted or not. Glad to see not everyone turned their back like me.
Things do happen for a reason.
I suppose they do, I still have to find the reason behind all of this. The only thing that brings me down at this point is, all those who have hurt me ... they seem to find happiness. People tell me that karma will end up collecting their bill sooner or later. I retort by asking them what that helps me? Say the woman who I broke up with, their new home burns down... I'm not gonna deny that I would find momentarily satisfaction and a grim blanket of hilariousness would cover my days, but it wouldn't help me.
I will say this. Boards like this that have a special feel to them, surrounded by friends (and friendly debaters alike) is sometimes what we need. We can wake up and check our messages from half a globe away, or peer into the thoughts and minds of another country we've never visited.
You are right about that, and in a way I am seeking help kinda.
But he posted for years, and even reading your post above, it's indicative of how much you've learned to communicate in English.
I keep a spell-check nearby, just in case
As to the other stuff, well, you know. We've spoken about it before and you know you can message me whenever you need to talk.
I hold you on that promise, every time
You could be right that I didn't know what I was getting myself into. But I was willing to delve in, all the same. The biggest problem afterwards was that I really was alone. My parents have never really been supportive of the fact that she was "Turkish". Total crap to be honest, she was born here in Belgium so her roots are simply that her parents weren't born here. There it ends. But after the break-up they didn't really care for being there for me. They never did, for that matter.
I never really saw myself as a social person, so clubs might not be the best thing. But it's worth keeping it in the back of my mind.
Who doesn't remember you? Nobody ever topped your 40K+ post count for sure.
I can only hope that some posts actually stuck in people's head, rather then the sheer quantity of it.
er family who talked about you, is now that other guys "Inlaws", probably doing the same thing to him behind his back to their daughter.
The irony of this is, they have abandoned her, her whole family. They didn't do that with me. Guess that's strike one for me?
With all that in mind,many types of experiences will get you down if you entertain the idea,but dont let them
It's a matter of keeping my mind occupied, which is not an easy thing to do. I have delving into the world of Magic: The Gathering, my Xbox 360 is giving me lots of Guitar Hero-hours and MMORPG's are eating away at the time spent pondering over loss and hurt, so to speak. It's just the being alone-factor in the whole equation that gets the best of me.
With all this said, I'll see if I can hang around. I'm not gonna be as active as before, I'm not anymore.
For some links on where to find me:
Last.FM -> http://www.last.fm/user/SStieven
Facebook -> http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref ... =721498870
MSN -> email@example.com
Twitter -> http://twitter.com/SStieven
Steam Community -> http://steamcommunity.com/id/Hellie
Xbox -> http://card.mygamercard.net/nxe/Hellie24.png
DeviantART -> http://hellhound.deviantart.com/
And I work for: http://www.gamevault.be/
MIB they once called me. Yes, that was my name. But you probably never heard of him. [/hipster]