Because I´ve had enough of everyone.
Everyone is the same at heart.
Stupid,Blind and Evil.
I`m not like some people. " Oh I´ve found someone who has the same interests as me! "
Or " I thought I was alone on this! "
And that is the answer to all their problems.
Bah I`m not that blind to simply settle down while the same problems from the dawn of mankind is still happening.
I might not have lived thousands of years. But 10 years is even enough to hate what most humans are.
And when it comes to Jesus and God, I`m sure they are as much pissed off as I am when it comes to humans so yes, I am closer to them in that sense.
I doubt that Jesus or God still loves this species.
Humans already killed his so called Son, once and lots of countless crap.
Gods who ever they might be, has even less tolarance than I have.