If you dont mind me asking, what do they actually look like?
The ones you had atleast, the 'typical grey' or?
And, what kind of fear did you have if any at all?
The 'higher authority" Or "Theyre going to hurt me" fear?
I remember short Asian looking people once..
a tallish..thinish..beigish colored female "gray"
A glowing , tallish, thinnish, male "gray"
Squat littel "grays" with round eyes..they were really short and their eyes were big , black and round, not almpnd shaped
Three of your typical gray "grays"
And a blond guy who was tall and sometimes wore a brown monk robe and sometimes wore something that looked like a karate uniform
Usually though, they stayed out of site.
I felt one once..it's hand..it was cool to the touch and smooth..I didn't see them, though.
My emotions around them were terror, confusion, nausea (caused by a sort of sense confusion), a sort of calmness that comes when you are in a really stressful situation and are weighing your options... and a sort of mind controlled calmness and deep love that also felt sorta of mind controlled spmetiems and other times felt like it came from some kind of recognition of an old friend that i loved deeply..but could nto remember in my normal conscious state..
Some medical like procedures hurt..most didn't..I was just scared and confused much of the time..not knowing my fate..not gettign answers..
I would black out and wake up and black out and wake up over and over during the experiences.
I never got any definative answer to what really happened to me or why..that I can consciously remember, anyway
That use to frustrate me to no end..but I am at peace with it now..acceptance
nothing has happened to me in years..that I know of
“Whether you sniff it smoke it eat it or shove it up your ass the result is the same: addiction.”
― William S. Burroughs
(love&forgive yourself..and everyone else)