I totally would.
Did you ever see that moive, "Alive". It's the rtue story of a Rugby team that crash landed in the Andes and what they did to survie.
Insperational. As they started dying they would make the survivors swear they would eat their fleshh to keep on surviving. it's turly a miraculous story.http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0106246/
If ou haven;t seen ti, I highley reccoment it. if you have seen it, btu a long time ago..it's worht reseeing.
The neat thing about this TRUE sotry is that the guy thta was writtne off at the beginning of the sotry tunrs out to be the hero that saves them all in the end.
Have you considered getting a job at a place like Best Buy? Tech support? (or even startign your own business along those lines,,traveling tech support or some such..go to people's houses to help fix their PC's and such) I know you are overqualified, but I think you would really enjoy it. Because it would be a nopressure almost hobby kind of job for you. A tepping stone back to "regular life". Which I am thinking you might need a bit of these days for balance.
Plus, I think it could lead to other stuff down the road for you.
(just ignore this if I am gettign too..well..you know..too, too..if you ignore it I'll tak ethe hint to stfu)
“Whether you sniff it smoke it eat it or shove it up your ass the result is the same: addiction.”
― William S. Burroughs
(love&forgive yourself..and everyone else)