Why two paths? WHY??
It's such limited thinking.
It is ridiculous to me and I refuse that.
I know you are just playing with mental/emtional constructs and previous conditioning, fyi
Just playing along for..entertainment, at this point, really
But I does like you much, pal, regardless of your torture..I remember the days we just hung out..which , I look back on and see now were just a set up..but for me..they were not(I was like, "this person is funny and neat and smart and talented and I kinda relate to")..so I have that
“Whether you sniff it smoke it eat it or shove it up your ass the result is the same: addiction.”
― William S. Burroughs
(love&forgive yourself..and everyone else)