I feel like I'm reading someones private diary, and as confusing as it may be to an outsider, it is none the less riveting to read.
My mind and heart are wondering why you are writing this in a public forum, yet there could be many valid reasons for doing so.
I can see you have lived a complicated life, Ricardo , and your heart is yearning for a love you knew briefly, through some rather complicated type meetings, and exchanges. The intelligence community and way of life must be very difficult on matters of the heart . Love needs trust to grow, and all hearts need some form of love, in order to find some meaning and purpose to existence.
I apologize for interrupting the thread , but just had to share some thoughts, and let you know I wish and hope , that someday , somehow, God will give you the desires of your heart.
The words to this song , I love very much. It is a song I imagine many men would love to sing to the one that is so dear to them. Your thread reminded me of it.
people I got this bookmarked. we need more authority on the subject . hey ...lol
the inverse of what is viewed ?] I'm familiar w/ the term trf thought it was related mainly to antiquity . denial of ones faith for preservation of life. now I'm surprised it may relate to his/ her( I read that / diluted ] trf w/ in an ambiguous environment. haha . will the gain be worth the effort ? not if that's being employed. and , it's about war. husband and wife as well? that's weird . would be like marriage to an stranger. unless its trivial matters. don't know it's use. to survive hostile environments . yes . I hadn't been here long enough to care to chat. no wonder maybe they thought ... maybe friend of yours.
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