hi item 7
i to have had sleeping problems all my life, till about 5 years ago
ditto bionic really, i have had expeirences which i could only explain 2 myself as paranormal,then lost someone dear 2 me which led to me praying everynight. it made me feel sort of protected and they calmed down. till then my sleeping problems were all about dreams of ghosts poking me and "getting me". a few months after the tragic death i awoke with paralasis and the strong awarenes that the presence was still by my pillow, i panicked badly and finally as able 2 wake my partner, it happened again months later but i reacted more with rage than anger that time and was able 2 move alot quicker.
the final part of it all was to do with the death of my step-mother about a year later, we never got on and for the sake of my dad i never had it out with her and 2 make it worse was all but ignored in the funarel arrangements, as u can imagine this was like a knife in the back.
anyways 2 cut it short i was/am very angry with her and have sworn to kick her arse if we meet again. she was quite psychic and told me as a child that she would haunt me when she was gone, this stuck in my head all my life, so when i started dreaming about her, poking me and whispering and calling my name, again i had a very angry reaction and (in my dream) would instantly start stricking out.
i very rarely have these dreams anymore and can finely sleep.
i must also mention that i saw an article in something i read that listed symptoms of a cetrain sleep disorder as, heariing your name been called, constant shaking or waggling of the feet,and sleep paralasis
heres hoping that u beat the "demons"