I'm guessing he did follow through with his stated intent to commit suicide. I was thinking about PNG a lot today, oddly enough. Listening to "Inside the Fire" by Disturbed, a song about the singer's girlfriend who did it at the age of 16.
End your grief with me, he said to me.
He's either dead or dead to the world. In a cave somewhere. I do not know which but I do ache for him when I think about it.
What glorious exchanges we had, PNG and I.
Black monk's robe, indeed. Compared to someone who is 900 years old like Yoda, I can only trust his wisdom much like a 10 year old compared to a 90 year old. I think we've probably all met in astral, with these messages being triggers that will spark memories of our dealings in astral or what name you give to it.
O how I have longed for someone to take me as their apprentice...and a while back I realized that this would first not be a human. BUt now it seems clear that an earth walker is going to consider the issue. I think the decision has already been made and I hope it's favorable. Whatever the decision is, I know it will be for the greater good.
I think part of the message of the video is that the time for guardians physically fighting is hopefully long gone. That decision has been made, too, but yet to be rendered. Free will and all.
This is a really good article, though dense and long for someone like me with a short attention span.http://www.templeofstarlight.eu/content ... ing-master