by bionic » Fri Jun 24, 2011 1:04 am
In an experience that was very traumatic..won't go into all the details now..
They stuck some kind of needle either in my eye or into the center of my forehead..I could notsee or could not see properlly, my site was being mentally blocked, I think, by them. I felt it enter my brain and once it got near the back a sort of pop happened and then I was doing mentall back flips out of my body, it felt, andI blacked..I came too, still on their table (I could not see, but could feel everything, the room was dark and cool the person working on me had cool hands)
Before they put the needle in my head, they had put some kind of contraption in my mouth that had some kind of needle in it that peirced the back of my throat.
So as I awoke from passing out from the needle in my head, I reached up to feel if it was still there and bumped the contraption in my mouth and felt it move the needle in my throat (I had not realized it was still there)
I remember thinking, "Oh crap, I f'd up my throat'
then I felt one of them mentaly giggling at me in a sort of caringish way, "silly human, you're fine"
they took the thing out of my mouth and throat.
They turned me on my side..I suddenly felt cold water dripping down on me and then heard a whomping sound coming closer to mefrom above, like a giant fan turning..I realized, or felt that a needle was going to go into my ear. "I began to mentaly scrama "put me out!" and I passed out. I awoke in my bed, a bright light out the window..I passed right out though, exsuasted.
So this was stuff done to the areas of my body that sort of like nasal cavity stuff..stuff I remember
I have vague memories of looking them in the eyes..I never got that fear thing people claim to get..or that feeling they weren't human..they came across as very people-like to me..kind of cold and detached..but I see humans in the medical field that way all the time..scientists, too.
I just felt them speaking to me through their eyes, with their minds
“Whether you sniff it smoke it eat it or shove it up your ass the result is the same: addiction.”
― William S. Burroughs
(love&forgive yourself..and everyone else)