We are staying in an Oakland hotel for about a month when we first get there..don't know where we will land up in the long run
He keeps trying to get a read on me where I want to live and truly..I could really give an F..I just wnat life to go as calm and smotth and free and joyful as possible.
He, on the other hand, comnes across as if he has multiple perosnaliers these days..he is so out of soerts..oen day he is aweosm and wants to live in one place..the next day he is angry and moddy and wants to live in another place.
I am just riding it out..I am getting really use to it..soo
it's not a big deal to me.
I will land up where ever I land up.
"Giving it to God", me (since whenever I seem to try and inforce my will in anyway it seems like I was wrong)
Riding the flow..all I can do..really..I am realizing..adjusting my sails, as I go
the words "be brave" in my head at ALL times
you'd think it was my first move..geeze.. moving out to MN went so much smoother
fUNNY..back when he and I would dream and discuss getting someplace wamr...we would be all excited
this should be fun for us right now
It's as if some shitty eneergy is trying to wreck it for us..maybe it's just the stress.
I refuse to let it, though
"ain't nothing gonna break my stride"
“Whether you sniff it smoke it eat it or shove it up your ass the result is the same: addiction.”
― William S. Burroughs
(love&forgive yourself..and everyone else)