so..I have already mentioned I am an "abductee/experiencer"
been reminiscing of late
figured I'd share another "dream"
this happened around 93'..lived around Buffalo, NY
I was having some pretty vivid experiences for a bit there..
but these were more dreamlike, in quality..yet I knew..not dreams
This was around the time I had the dream of meeting a glowing big headed guy and recognizing him as being a sort of, "owner" of me, who i really loved (me, being like a pet, I guess)
this isn't that story, though
this is about the little captain
he was about 3 feet tall with round eyes, and not such a big head..cute as a button, really
I was in my front yard, he was trying to get me to interact..I knew he was a captian of a ship
what people don't realize is that they have to be careful with us, because we can be very feral when scared and confused out of our fricken minds..paradigm shattering all around
I think it was an experiment to see how long I could be more conscious around them without freaking out.
I remember telling him he needed to "put me out" (meaning knock me out)
He was asking if I could hold on a bit longer, but I realized I was getting ready to snap and maybe get violent. (mentally, physically..either would have been not good)
I was scared I would hurt one of them and did not want to.
So he did put me "out" and I woke up the next day with the vivid memory of it..I shouldn't say woke up..because when they put you "out" it's like you are turned off..time jumps for you..it was suddenly morning for me
so there...another happy memory..reconnecting with it all and such
those were the days, my friends
“Whether you sniff it smoke it eat it or shove it up your ass the result is the same: addiction.”
― William S. Burroughs
(love&forgive yourself..and everyone else)