@ Runner - I don't exactly know how many times or how often I get taken, or even if it is truely happening or my minds running wild with imagination. At times I do just sit there, and then feel like a brick hits me in the face and its like 'not tonight, not again' kind of feeling. Other times, I do just lay in bed, and feel this absolute frightening feeling, of being seen right through.. a sort of energy; don't know how to explain the feeling fully.
Lately, I've been really struggling to fall asleep.. and when I do I get vivid nightmares; alot of death, alot of blood and I feel everything in my dreams. I also find it hard to shut my eyes because theres an image in my mind I can't quite figure out, but when I do shut my eyes I find it hard to open my eyes again because of that image.
@ Fox - My brother and I never really spoke about it, though when he was younger he'd always say 'aliens are coming' Whether he was trying to scare me or not is unknown, but I had a gut feeling about his words. I'll speak with him about it as soon as I can.