The Black Vault

Mm, where to begin.

How exactly do you know if you've been 'abducted' before?

Considering, when I was a little child I remember things being at my window and screaming for my mom..
And the fact that I have an unknown "illness", the doctors are NEVER able to put their finger on whats wrong.
I've constantly felt 'different' or, 'outcasted'
And lately, I've had this absolute fear of sleeping with the light off;
No, I dont have a fear of the dark.. more or less of whats IN the dark.
Even then, I feel like theres something after me..
or watching me or something like that.

So? Just a whole bunch of things all happening at the same time?
Or?

I was abducted (a-lot)..it happened a long time ago
nothing..that I am aware of..has happened to me in a long time.


I found out because I woke up in the middle of it several times..after i had ..at least one open, fully awake..up close and personal encounter with a triangular..UFO...before that..I had "nightmares" and weird feelings and sensations and such...didn't know if it was demons, aliens, insanity or what...

I heard somewhere the triangular UFO's represent "The trinity" Or something of the sort...

Tying into the whole 'demon' 'angel' and 'god' thing.

Must of been hella scary though D: Sorry to hear...

If you dont mind me asking, what do they actually look like?
The ones you had atleast, the 'typical grey' or?
And, what kind of fear did you have if any at all?
The 'higher authority" Or "Theyre going to hurt me" fear?

ps. sorry for all the q's. Just interested on other peoples point of view

i guess i have nothing to offer humanity or an alien race

i sort of envy but am completely scared of being abducted

to answer short no i have never been abducted. I am enjoying the reading of this thread though

Im sure you have more than you think to offer ^^

Shuggah wrote:I've constantly felt 'different' or, 'outcasted'

So? Just a whole bunch of things all happening at the same time?
Or?

Or puberty

What might the "unknown illness" be like?

How about the things at your window? Did anybody else see anything weird at your house?

Check out Budd Hopkins website: http://www.intrudersfoundation.org/inside.html

Quite probably puperty, but I doubt it.. it feels... different. Lol can't explain it, I've been to counselling and they said it's not just puperty.

A whole bunch of things happen, I can react to anything and everything..
They're not sure exactly what, but my stomach gets extreme stabbing pains, ulcers and whatnot.. brain swells, I just quite literally shut down. (stress maybe, iunno) I sleep for.. mm about, 18 hours a day if a good day :/ , a whole list of things.

My bro always said there were 'things' too, and I have few memories of odd things happening, don't know if it was a nightmare or whatnot.

And thanks MrTopSecret ^^ I'll have a look.

I'm sorry to hear that. I wish you the best.

While keeping an open mind, it should be noted that there is also the possibility for a conventional explanation that could possibly be found by medical professionals. Things like chronic pains can be attributed to stress or an anxiety disorder. Not being able to sleep with the lights on is also not uncommon, especially if you are having terrifying nightmares. There is also the possibility of a traumatic event that became lost in the subconscious. There could be one or many reasons for your symptoms.

From what I've read about abductions, it usually starts with the abductee experiencing one or more periods of missing time which may or may not follow a sighting of a UFO. Keep in mind that missing time can also be caused by psychiatric causes too. Marks and scars that mysteriously appear overnight are another symptom as well as unknown objects being found inside the body. It's also worth noting that most abductees remember some part/s of the experience consciously eg. witnessing strange lights, or a UFO or it's entities. Only about a quarter have full conscious memory of the entire experience.

It's worth investigating the causes of your symptoms, if nothing else to diagnose and get rid of them. Don't get me wrong though, I don't believe there is a conventional explanation for all abduction cases. There are just too many reports (tens of thousands if I'm not mistaken) that are so similar from beginning to end that they can only be caused by real experiences.