qmark wrote:In my opinion, and this is just my opinion, your problem isn't "I can't figure out what it is", your problem is "I've been into all kinds of things, wicca, auras, tarot cards."
Seriously? When you play in areas that we have been warned against, don't be surprised when there is confusion and consequences.
Exactly who has warned against Wicca (peaceful nature religion), auras, and tarot cards? I can understand cards, but Wicca? Really? Blessed me, fellow member.