sk8chic100 wrote:of course I'd love to share. But first. I do believe that there are entities out there who are benevolent, but the greys.... the greys!!!! I've been terrified of them for as long as I can remember, I feel like longer than I even knew what they really were. If i see images or video clips of a first person view of greys leaning over someone like they are doing tests, I get the biggest rush of terror through my body... My mom's "dreams" were... one when she lived in japan when she was a tiny little girl, she dreamed she was at a party and she was sitting on a couch looking out a window, and a large, what she later realized was a UFO (she was so young at the time she didn't even know what a UFO was) was hovering outside the window. She had another dream when she was a bit older that these "doctors with large goggles on their eyes" came and took her, her sister, and her brother. they sprayed something in their faces to make them sleep but my mom wasn't asleep, they didn't spray enough or something, then one of them noticed that she was still awake and came over and sprayed some more stuff and then she passed out, and that was the end of her dream. I've had so many dreams about greys that it's impossible to tell every single one. But presumably they are mostly that they are coming for me, and I'm trying to hide and they end up taking my family, or they just take me anyway. The scariest one I ever had was a lucid dream. I was sleeping on my bed, it was probably close to noon, (that was in real life as well as in my dream) and I woke up. I was about to get up when all of a sudden my entire body went numb and dead and I fell back on the bed, what was extremely vivid to me was the way my head lolled back and my mouth fell open and there were uncontrollable groaning sounds coming from me, I was so afraid, then my vision went funny and I realized there was something over my eyes that was making it look like I was in my room, but they had fallen just to where i could see where i actually was, i don't remember much about, I somehow hurried and got the "glasses" back covering my eyes so it was like I was back in my room, I still couldn't move, when I felt my body being grabbed and moved. something picked up and moved my arm, then I felt something (like a hand I assumed) sliding down my body and towards my groin, that's when I woke up for real. I was home alone and I was so terrified I ran outside and stayed out there for an hour or so. I have had that numbing dead sensation in my dreams before, but never has it been in a lucid dream. I had a dream that was different, it was about aliens, but they weren't greys, but they were still malevolent. They came into my house, there was a lot of them, they traveled in pairs. They traveled in pairs because one had no eyes, and the other lead them around. The ones with no eyes were singing a song. Their song was just about how they had now eyes and their partners were their guides, they were their eyes. I can't remember the words exactly. But they were coming towards my family and I, the blind ones were grabbing at us, that's all I remember of that dream. There was a strange happening with my mom, sister and I in a hotel room once. I woke up in the middle of the night and could have sworn I saw something in the room, It was short, when it saw that I had seen it it hid itself. I thought I was just extremely tired. that same night my mom had a dream that she floated out the window, and the next day she found 5 puncture wounds, in the shape of a pentagon, on her leg.Fut004 wrote:sk8chic100 wrote: There's no reason to fear visitors from other planets, they aren't here with malicious intent, and they won't harm you. All of the big, bad, scary Aliens, and the mindset that Aliens will come to destroy us, is just Hollywood doing what it does best - making money. A terrible side effect of this, is that people are starting to become fearful of the ETI that's been visiting our planet for many years.
Take a look into some of the writings/videos of Dr. Steven Greer (head of the Disclosure Project, the Orion Project, and that Sirius Documentary that's recently been released). He sums things up quite nicely; if beings with the capability to traverse the stars came here with hostile intent - we would already be dead.
The "new way" of thinking about extraterrestrials is quite different than it was before. Dr.Greer and his teams believe that contact can be made to these beings with meditation and coherent-thought-sequencing. It's all very "3rd eye" and spiritual when you start to get into it.
It's believed that we're at a crucial point in time for Humanity - whether we survive as a species or not depends on the generations of people on Earth right now.
Perhaps the calling you've been feeling has to do with this. Maybe your "gifts" will help build communication with our neighbours from other stars.
You mentioned weird dreams and such - are they related to ETI?
Can you elaborate on them for us?
(I have also had a very strange dream regarding ETI, back when I was a kid. So I might have some insight to share).
I can certainly understand why you would have a fear of them. Regardless of what people say about their intentions, I don't believe the abduction phenomenon to be anything other than a violation of a persons rights and dignity. It leaves scars, physically, emotionally, and mentally for the rest of a person's life. I'm not sure whether something is happening to you or if it's a sleep disorder. Either way, something is triggering these responses and fears in you.
I can't say whether or not I've ever been abducted, because in truth I don't know. I do know that back in the early nineties, on a warm September evening, part of my family and I observed a UFO for over forty-five minutes. It sat 20 yards off shore, right in front of us and to make a long story short, it followed us home. Strange things used to happen in that house after that night. Furniture would rearrange itself, electronics would go haywire and turn themselves off and on.
There were other incidents that happened in other places as well, which makes me suspect there might be more that I don't remember. No one ever talks about that night and no one wants to, I've asked. Strange marks appearing on my skin in the morning, strange dreams. I still have those dreams to this day.It's been happening to my son since he was a toddler, which is what bothers me. Even today, although he is in his teens now, he still insists that something or someone bothers him at night.