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Postby bionic » Wed Jun 05, 2013 8:41 pm

Did you ever read this? I did. And, I feel, like something like this..not this..but something similar might be going on.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Childhood's_End
Willie Wonka quotes..
What is this Wonka, some kind of funhouse?
Why? Are you having fun?
A little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest men.
We are the music makers, we are the dreamers of dreams
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Postby at1with0 » Wed Jun 05, 2013 8:49 pm

Sounds like what Paul wrote about love.
"it is easy to grow crazy"
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Postby bionic » Wed Jun 05, 2013 11:47 pm

explain? you know you want to. air your dirty laundry. it's cathartic.
8-)
also..whatever has happend to your board of late, my pc does not like..hence why I no post there so much these days
Willie Wonka quotes..
What is this Wonka, some kind of funhouse?
Why? Are you having fun?
A little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest men.
We are the music makers, we are the dreamers of dreams
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Postby at1with0 » Thu Jun 06, 2013 6:16 am

bionic wrote:also..whatever has happend to your board of late, my pc does not like..hence why I no post there so much these days

What are the symptoms? If there is some kind of threat or intrusion I'd like to know what it's called if possible.

And the quote...

1 Corinthians 13:4-7
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
"it is easy to grow crazy"
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Postby bionic » Sun Jun 09, 2013 4:47 pm

I think, I believe, if your genuinely care about a person and their outcome, (especially if you KNOW you are a mess) is to stay, the F, out of their life. It ain't easy. It hurts. it is what it is.
It's a form of generosity of the spirit.
Willie Wonka quotes..
What is this Wonka, some kind of funhouse?
Why? Are you having fun?
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Postby at1with0 » Sun Jun 09, 2013 4:55 pm

Indeed.
"it is easy to grow crazy"
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Postby bionic » Sun Jun 09, 2013 5:00 pm

8-)
Willie Wonka quotes..
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Why? Are you having fun?
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Postby at1with0 » Sun Jun 09, 2013 6:01 pm

bummer
"it is easy to grow crazy"
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Postby adamwarlock2099 » Mon Jun 10, 2013 10:29 am

bionic wrote:
You will..you have..you do(you stand out to me..you..my miniscule contact with you, here makes me already realize this, you..maybe that actually, applies ti us all..in spite of surface appearences..which we should all keep in mind..still waters..and also, rocky waters...all waters, really..run DEEP)..also, in spite of all the stuff, it is obvious, you love your wife and family, also, so does she love you and your family.
Love ain't easy. Romane can be. Infatuation certainly is. Love takes MORE.
8-)


This job it's negative environment it's unethical treatment of employees with no equal treatment is the hardest trail I have faced for my family. I am in the process of working towards another but it's a waiting process. In the meantime I have decided to seek therapy for my alcoholism and anxiey/depression. I've never felt like this in my life and I'm sure I cant fix me.
"To alcohol, the cause of and solution to all of life's problems." -- Homer Simpson
"You get what everyone gets. You get a lifetime." -- Death (Sandman)
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Postby adamwarlock2099 » Wed Aug 07, 2013 6:01 pm

I wrote these two under the influence of red wine and Beethoven,

what a horrible inadequacy we seemed determined
to mend into ourselves
the strife of quest for something ethereal
and where we find it
we sometimes loose ourselves
whether it is the blood of the gods
we seek
or the touch of tainted love
or walking on the clouds
or the calm of nothing
surrounding our mind
or the abstract thought of
a meaning
to this short existence
this small spark
that goes out as the fire starts to burn
a spark that fades like the smoke to the sky
we grasp for blood and ecstasy and meaning and candy
we grasp for substance through substance
hand over fist we look to it for our meaning
through it's lies it gives us substance
it lies are so sweet it shudders your lips
tingles your spine
and spurns your desire
all this it gives you
just a small price
a price that must be paid
and when it is paid
that may be the only instances where
its substance is lost
and you are left empty
but the price must be paid
as you tasted its sweetness on your lips
and felt its strength flow through your veins
as your mind was opened
as your vitality was empowered
and your prowess invigorated
you accepted the price
the earlier you pay it
the less costly it will be


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when my appointment comes
come to me as a lover
come to me with the sweet embrace
of a mortal woman's bosom
come to me with tenderness
and please understand i am mortally frightened
come to me as a curious kitten
and soften my fright
like the sweet taste when it first
reached my lips
i remember that first taste
it might well be why my appointment was so soon

you think that you have so much time
but everyone must keep their appointment with you
you
an entity with purpose
an entity of necessity
an entity feared
an entity hated
an entity always trying to be cheated

so why is it you are here now?
yes it is my appointment I realize
but I don't want to keep it
i'm scared
i feel cheated
i feel nothing
nothing is what scares me the most

will you come to me like a beautiful mortal woman?
will you be kind to me
and not ostracize my fear?
will you have beautiful red hair?
black? and braided?
a beautiful flowing dress
and pretty strapped sandals?

i'm so scared
i'll be so alone
no one will see me
i will only have the black
the nothing

i think i shall have a glass of red wine
and probably
another
again
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