Let everyone know everything.
Like Jello Biafra said "Anarchy sounds good to me but who will clean the sewers." For me, we all need order & chaos...it is one of the forces found throughout the universe that is observable in all points of perspectives.
Of all that I've studied over the years starting from age 11 to about 5 years ago from questioning the bible,astral projection, the occult, tarot, kundalini, Kabbalah & Qlippoth studies, chaos magick, ice magick and various other things like discovering that those lil idiosyncrasies I have always done were in part excercises into the subtle art of sorcery to having a dear old Hebrew mystic tell me that I had the potential of becoming a Black sorcerer...it all falls under self-illumination or more aptly a Luciferian..L.V.X. May you change and keep changing unto perfection.