The Black Vault

Sooooooo have resisted this a long time but just saw the 'what are you listening to' thread and well, i'm listening to that classic REM 'end of the world as we know it (and i feel fine)' and thinking of the 21st ... i dunno to be honest if the stuff i'm reading anywhere is true ... you know, nemesis, etc ... however, since the gov't is saying everything is fine, i kinda get a bad feeling to be honest ... we all know how much they lie just out of HABIT ffs, so for something like this, i'm sure they have all stops pulled out if it's real ... dunno if there is gonna be an unholy freakout of everything as we line up with the center of the milky way but, honestly, i do feel fine ...

i haven't had many happy times in my lifeand at fifty years old, i'm worn out and depressed and don't see my life getting better before i work as a greeter at wal-mart for my 'golden years' ... currently i'm underemployed and drowning in debt just to stay afloat ... so frankly, if an electromagnetic pulse or whatever wipes out all the hard drives, it would greatly benefit me lol ...i'd miss my porn but hey, you can't have everything ... a twisted thought but seriously, when you look at debt and can't even begin to see a way out, wtf ... let's have it all go to hell ...

but i also wanted to ask if people are planning to have any parties, special watches, hiding in bunkers, or what have you i know this is the group to ask lol

hope everyone stays well

'and lenny bruce is not afraid' ... i ain't afraid if lenny ain't afraid

I have to work that day.

Did I miss the grand party?

maybe we have all died..we just don't know it..just like that movie, "Jacob's Ladder"

bionic wrote:maybe we have all died..we just don't know it..just like that movie, "Jacob's Ladder"

Might as well live this life whatever the truth may be....Not that you were saying otherwise.

maybe we were never, and are not, alive in the first place?

you are right..it doesn't even matter..where you find yourself is where you are at, regardless of how you define it..er..I think

I dunno... The it's all an illusion idea seems speculative in nature to me.

who decides what's an illusion?