I have been giving some thought to going to school and getting training for a career. After the layoff from my previous job and being unable to find another job to support my family without forcing my wife to work too, I decided I need to better myself. I can't do it with my present level of education. I may end up going from one unskilled labor job to another all my life because I don't have something to offer employers.
I am presently unhappy with my job and the working at night is slowly wearing me down. Nothing is going to fall into my lap and no one is going to help me if I don't help myself. There is a series of affordable courses of study at a local college for CNC (computer-numerical-controlled) machinist. I've had several jobs where I worked with the manufacturing departments of companies where I was exposed to such work. It's amazing how these machines can take a chunk of metal and turn it into a useful part for many different industries. The courses are quite affordable and can train me in a job that as one's experience grows can garnish a favorable salary. And as I continue to job search I see ads in the paper every week for machinist. They are great demand around here and always have been.
If I do, however decide to start these courses (and can get financial aid) in September, I still need to secure a day job as all they offer these courses in is the evening. But I am searching for a day job anyway as these nights are killing me, seperating me from my family and doing nothing but encourage my drinking issues.
I feel overwhelmed at this idea, and a bit scared. I don't have much faith in myself and feel uneasy about the financial burdens of this schooling. It would probably be close to a year for me to take all the classes needed to become a programmer for CNC lathes. But it would actually give me a skill that employers seek and a reason to hire me and continue to employ me.
I haven't held as many jobs as most people. Since I was 17 I've had 6 jobs including my present one. I've never had the intention of not making each job (except one, which was a means to an end) a permanent one. But I guess a good job ethic isn't what guarantees one a job. I need something more and I know how to get it, I just have to get the courage to do it. For my boys and for my wife.











