The Black Vault

mortals think we have such egos... we do, but only so high. not gigantic. we have bosses too. w/ still bigger egos. the park was fun after the idiot poem that sounded so screwd up , stocker type "crazey man in the world" - scared me too.
but the tell / plant was appealing and I couldnt resist . besides, had to see
if baby jus thought I had a bad day . poor little thing. did they rally and panic ?
god love the well meaning fuzz that worked both end s of the park at guard duty.
6 people or 8 total I worked out for about 4 hours. and the feeds "dumb in the rain" music section pulled it all together. 3seconds that's all it takes. the corrected version was well received and the well wishes and love poured in. who's the handler who's writing in the margin ? but knew of my location that day ?same contributor that wrote the feeds. go figure. connect dots alien way.

my age and ego are realistic and in check . sorry to say. and what i don't have to offer. except my vastly superior foresight /heart/ and god. my mission is almost over. I can feel it. you are confusing enemies from friends .( to displace evil entities whom may destroy humanity by consumption and a state of less compassion are few. you will miss me I can help)

the israelian attempt to delegitimise our team in Latin America . and the presidents response only made him stronger . that's a good thing.

she has superior intelect for your type . I can only hope and pray ,
it is possible you recruited her late. or she contracts for bilingual
and other skills . I see that a lot . no women of such beauty and intelect
could be attracted to me in this stage of my life. how is this possible ?
I am foul aren't I . my tone sucks.

i can only speculate even born disabled , and retarded , nearly 25 years older
hybrids are formidable compared to earth creatures.

how quickly the an agency placed photos in view to inform ? to repel.
what was the objective ? your protecting her ! lol from what ? a bad poem
by the way, the real interp is up . first one was the (-tell) -plant ...

again knee jerk . she could have worked it all the way. but , I can't call her or write for security considerations. ( my own ) besides, she writes to whom ? could be anyone. because my phones were monitored /mails , etc... wouldn't you be?

all this for what ? now, use my name call me show up email write. if its real . we do like humans. and can love them. if they play fair. (handler)

. we monitor events from ways not discerable. don't hurt her it's not her fault . if your the opposition, and my death warrant signed ,will you let me see her before I'm assassinated in my own country w/ out trial or charges.? please?

alien Ricardo on another level-her love intuitively warned me-or tried to teach me not to cross certain lines. your language is strange. you can't be trusted
most of the time. and that's too bad. it's your technique. try talking to someone.
directly instead of threats. some did ... my thanks...
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the innocent are dangerous. well that's jus about anyone not in the loop or
the whom are not seditionists that strayed the path to a police state./ . bush years- the golden years of republicanism some democrats too. the Jewish lobby don't forget.

I'm to put the bottle of tequila down my girlfriend w/ long black hair says.
don't write when your drunk. and put away the alien comic books. your
supposed to be an adult ! wink ...

thanks for the fantasy . alternate ending third possibility she never actually knew have f
uped I am. hard to believe. but w/ rats telling me she would leave, their may be
another possibility another side layer sort of speak . and it was uncovered
by lack of experience in knowing the " mark " or underestimating the idiot .
me. have I proven myself unworthy my love. I am mad. for you ...

got it . but didn't need the trippy / ride. !

'innocence is like a dumb' ...

'sooner or later one has to'...

'innocence and all the trouble it causes '( keeps )



sincere and greatful thanks...

that was fun (kinda)











the quiet American


( Greene)

like the PL dr. east 4 years ago . asked obviously on tape if I supported x

in whispers hush hush ... but it's true. I love my country and civil rights.

"I said no absolutely not " later he acted silly looked around and said I do.

himself ... ] my crime falling in love with an Internet intellectual by proxy.

she promised much and asked for nothing. her messages were coded by

music / hints or lyrics, it was a turn on and funny maybe sensual.

it was love and that was my drug. it felt so good. the thought actually of
a possible marriage was scary at first especially when I had trouble recognizing her appearance in public photos . ( huh- bait and switch) oh no.

the sexist thing a women has ever said to me , "except green eyes come here ,
let's play mommy and daddy" ... was " don't compare me to others (she's beautiful and smart ) and I won't compare you to others ... " almost 22
plus years her sen. and ugly to boot, wow music to my ears. I do think much was by committee the messages ... I've never advocated violence or jihad .
never. maybe a right for self defence. like former presidents have said.

I wrote 1 email to her persona today. cribbing the news twitters. than a neutral site one way. me and her- was music from her twitter . or layered messages .(one you click on and maybe click again to go deeper. they spoke to me . I felt special. ( I am ) I'd post and I believed it to be communication

if love can't be an obsession , we in trouble. but , no not to this monster,
and her obsessed team . im talking hassasment against me. for years local fed contacts , interference , relations , rumors to casuals etc... a long long long time.

I could go on but won't. now it's funny ' don't try reapprachment ' veiled threats
others shock therapy for obsessive behavior. don't think so. baby we never met.
I think you also signaled me what to do . and for that I'm eternally greatful. not to write things down. that's makes me think , you were intercepted . and forced .

and perhaps you don't as I've said many times I piss everybody off cus I don't have a side. except my country I used to know.

by the way baby Richardo is Richard . I'm not Spanish not an drop. none zero.
I could order a couple of beers and ask for the pisser and that's about as far as that goes . same with French zip. I can read little bit. that's all.
but damn it sounded sexy didn't it ? gave a few readers a wetty fosho...

also, the drinking . my lunacy. i do not drink booze . quit over 20 years ago.
health and waste of money. not even a beer . zip. none. don't use pot either
zip . zero. none in my blood stream. hullusinations via drugs none. zip
I don't use any illegals. substances.

now blondes are fun and I'm amused when your distractions are blond.
but , they are short term eye candy to me. I'll marry a brunette. blonds don't age well... exception if they are two generation beauties. surprise here. forced
because of media thinks we guys like blonds more. not necessarily.

I began after about 3 seconds ... you never wrote anything . your a cut and
paste girl. that's cool and safe. it could be to any body. except the music.
I'm sure I new my not wanting to reveil you sounded corny. but I do write
off the wall. and you visited countries that are conservative.
I did not want your saftey to be in jeapordy. why would an extremely
attractive women whom is perhaps brillant . her normal stuff. have anything
to to do with me. ? I'm barely literate . and musically dysfunctional.
I don't play piano baby. never have cept when I took a few lessons as a kid. zip zero. can't store short term for long.) I do have an ear. like none other and gift of awarenessmor intuition. my be ESP. like we all do. just differant hard to explain .visions never. dreams hell yeah.

I hope some day your free. not jacked to do these things to people like me.
it is a word play musical of thoughts and melodys I thought I'd never hear.
I thank you for that. yeah I did imagine us . after the finished project.

killing my dog that was unheard of . I cried she greeted me at the door w/ a sock. that day. to play a little. never did that. she was trying to cheer me up
she was my 11 year old service dog. she died in my arms that night. as I told her
what a wonderful guard dog she was. ( I found the remnants in the yard.)

funny as she breathed her last and shut her eyes. I said one last time how that I loved her so much so much. and she awoke briefly , eyes open and than died.
the power of love . amazing stuff. go figure. gotta stop for now. much more
later.

music , poetry , and great literary works. (check) once I asked a fellow
poster on the site about music and glaced back at her tw feed she answered.
cute. and when I flirted on purpose w/ an women . you seemed jealous !
reacted I should say. my trick again sorry love. I had to know.

I cant imagine how my death will come unto this night . to sleep no more,
go gentle, ... to not love is the death of the soul. not innocence ! never.
alluding to Greene. I am true to my beliefs. can you say your not a slave to yours ???