Have you ever held a perception of yourself for much longer than
Yes. For one, the perception that I was defective. I'm not sure this qualifies since it wasn't a perception of myself that I needed.
Have you ever realized that those same perceptions
of yourself were projected onto others and possibly kept
a little longer than needed just the same?
None of it was ever needed.
And have you ever
thought that those thoughts kept things in a certain
time and place for yourself and for the others you thought of??
Yes. It's like an insidious infection of reason which is the liberation of soul. My focus determines my reality, as cliché as that might sound. Have you ever had the strong conviction that what's behind the stage is what's real? You're behind the stage I perceive at the moment, for the moment, and you will come back on stage and I'll interpret that event as reading the next post. It's all smoke and mirrors. I know I'm probably misinterpreting this but in QM, from what I understand, nothing exists until it is perceived. For me, it sometimes feels like an act of creation when I perceive something.
What about the others in your life that are not aware of themselves
in as much as you are of yourself? Where does their sense of change
come from? Their sense of trusting themselves, of loving themselves,
accepting themselves. Do you make enough assumptions?
I am the source of change (and sense of change, I suppose) in my life whether or not I realize and remember this at all times. It affects those who I perceive to be individuals not unlike a rock thrown into a lake has the affect upon the water. I make enough assumptions to make it through the day but when the chips are on the table, I make no assumptions, opening up every possibility. Presently the chips are still in my pocket.
Or are you a bit wreckless in your inability to accept responsibility
for your differences.
I'm in a comfy zone where I act like I am not different. It usually works. As I would unleash all of myself at all times, I have been trained to not do so. At times a stifling choice, of course but the reason I seek to appear to not show the differences too much is that I have been hurt after showing the differences. I lead a double life (or more than double maybe). I feel my mind is dulled by the act and it's not something that I consider anywhere close to the ideal situation in terms of revealing myself at every opportunity like some streaker; I would put all my thoughts on the table for display. Where did not holding back get me?
If some people don't it does them no favors
and it does no favors for the others around them. Confusion and chaos
has free roaming in negligence.
What exactly is neglected in this scenario?
It is ok to float in outer spaces
and realms but what strength and goodness is there in living
in two different worlds.
What strength and goodness is there in living in the consensus reality?
Your burdens are not for everyone, however
we have to share some of our inner imaginings and perceptions with people
in our lives without fear of rejection, of humiliation, or even of understanding.
Ah, like how you responded to my initial post. Kind of ironic. Are you saying this for me or for yourself?
Because there are no shortcuts around these things. We don't just internalize
everything and one day everyone understands us and accepts us.
If I depended on everyone's understanding and acceptance, I would probably lose my will to live. I learned a long time ago that understanding and acceptance (simultaneously) is simply a big ass long shot.
It is a merging, a gradual merging of realities and creation.
But for some of us in our home lives and daily life to live
in conflict with our own reality to everyone elses because
we can't be ourselves is selfishness and misunderstanding of
our own life and others.
A history lesson I understand all too well.
Even the deepest things of our heart
and mind is shared through the most simplest of conversations.
Yes. (How much more simple can it get than a one word answer?)
Its all omnipotent. However many people first go through a
process of trust acknowledgement acceptance and all that sh*t
of self realizations and interactions as they connect
first from the vulnerable realms of intuitive sharing etc etc etc.
The process can be difficult, yes. I wouldn't hazard to say that I proceeded through my process gracefully, exactly, but no one is keeping score but me.. I take that back. Maybe some people keep such a score. I don't know.
That help build a new foundation. So as some people keep everything to themselves, what they share omnipotently with others is that they keep everything to themselves.
What is the point in those people not keeping everything to themselves? Most people travel the path of least resistance though the quickest way to the summit is the steepest path, rather. My question is why should those people not keep themselves from "most people"?
They have little ability to be there for others and they barracade the things
that are meant to live the most, stalling time as life around them moves on
is not good for the mind nor for the health. See alot of that out there.
"it is easy to grow crazy"