I have been trying to post my thoughts for
15 minutes and everytime I create a post
something goes wrong and my computer poofs
it away..this is not normal...
My posts were long
and I was attempting to rise above my fear and tell my tale.
Everytime I'd post the computer did odd stuff and I lost the post,
now I've lost my courage. I have been through more hell
than anyone can imagine and still am...I just HAVE TO LIVE WITH
IT. I have created a way to deal with it..I have a creative mind,
my strengh comes from it. I saw I wasn't going to get it from
the outside world. I have only so much creative energy and I use it
to create a place for me. If this post goes away, I won't be surprised.
No use anyway...no one would believe it. Saying this much is far
more than I expected. Thank you.