The Black Vault

I feel like I just got rofl stomped. :O


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I had a dream just now of seeing Tom Cruise (as in the Nathan Aldrun video) endowed with what appeared to my primitive eyes to be magical abilities. But he just woke up from a deep sleep, was suddenly accosted by these abilities, and was being chased by a mob and with difficulty was learning them while he was running.

Seemed relevant at the time.

This one has always had a warm and fuzzy place in my heart. Of course there's nothing wrong with warm and fuzzy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMO0fFgBpLE

Consequence...now the panic comes
You've dabbled in magick your fingers are burned
Lost as you run towards the light
And deep in your heart you have nothing but fear

Your future is hanging by a strand
Your master makes his just demands
Game of life's price coming due
A swell of fear erupts in you

Your time is now!
Never a prayer, just silence rings
Charity works won't change a thing
Your balance of life is on our side
There's never a place to hide

What's so real is plain in sight
Cost to play: eternal life
For when we play - we play for keeps
Satan's marks forever we speak

Your time is now!
With screams you defy still silence rings
Prayers to some god won't change a thing
Gleam in your eyes reduced to tears
And deep in your heart you've nothing but fear


Why??????
Why object to rewards you know you've earned them
Why reject all your fantasy
You can't betray what your works have bargained for you
No use to fear what you have in store

This one has always had a warm and fuzzy place in my heart. Of course there's nothing wrong with warm and fuzzy.

Yeah your idea of warm and fuzzy is I believe an acquired taste ...

I had a dream just now of seeing Tom Cruise (as in the Nathan Aldrun video) endowed with what appeared to my primitive eyes to be magical abilities. But he just woke up from a deep sleep, was suddenly accosted by these abilities, and was being chased by a mob and with difficulty was learning them while he was running.

That is amusing, what did you get out of all of it?

Last night I had a visitor.
Its nice waking up to a spirit running back and forth around my bed unhappy to
say the least. Warm and fuzzy, oh, oooh, mmm, wah!
Guess I did something right.

sandra wrote:

This one has always had a warm and fuzzy place in my heart. Of course there's nothing wrong with warm and fuzzy.

Yeah your idea of warm and fuzzy is I believe an acquired taste ...

Yep. That's pretty much exactly where I'm coming from here.

I had a dream just now of seeing Tom Cruise (as in the Nathan Aldrun video) endowed with what appeared to my primitive eyes to be magical abilities. But he just woke up from a deep sleep, was suddenly accosted by these abilities, and was being chased by a mob and with difficulty was learning them while he was running.

That is amusing, what did you get out of all of it?

As I see myself in the character it sounds like the acquisition of new tools and the learning of how to use them. And these tools come in the nick of time. But what is being run from? I think it's the gremlins again.

Last night I had a visitor.
Its nice waking up to a spirit running back and forth around my bed unhappy to
say the least. Warm and fuzzy, oh, oooh, mmm, wah!
Guess I did something right.

I had a visitor today. There was banging on my keyboard, the sounds of a woman talking but I could not make it out, and some growling. Oh wait, the growling was my dog. Oh and the feeling of something filling my body. Not warm nor fuzzy tho.

sandra wrote:There is no limit to Gods Love.
Not in the darkest of darks or the lightest of lights.
If we can not see it, we must not be very loving,
and those doors remain closed at a result
of our own relation to the will of all in Truth.
We see do and think things for reasons of
our own and the effects can kill us, make us sick,
make us sad, make us everything we do not want
to be, because we are not being what we should.
The Love of God is in all things, when we never
lose sight of Gods Love, there is NO darkness
that can get in the way of that perfection
as the will of God is omnipotent- The darker
the place, the better you had be able to see,
and you don't get to see Love in everything
without perfect vision. Become one with what it
is, find what love has to do with it, and you
might find yourself everywhere and anywhere.
What does love have
to do with everything that I should never shut up
about it... everything.

Should? How is it that God's will is not done? When God's will is done, all is at it should be. (as?)

We are becoming a near sighted people..
the kingdom of God is the kingdom to everything.
When you find that kingdom, no one or nothing
is outside of it. Love is all there is because
Love is the only thing we have become.
When love is all we have left to lose,
when all we have left to lose is the will of
God which cannot be lost but rather always
found. What do you know about maintaining
such a point in consciousness other than
these things being a figment of your
imagination at the clear indication of the
stretch of your own will in accordance with
truth in the ultimate reality, the pinnacle
of all pinnacles, the fire of all encompassing
fires?

Do you see deprivation of the gift of eternal life as an expression of love?

Do you see deprivation of the gift of eternal life as an expression of love?

Oh yes. What is not good in this world does not have eternal life as it is.
The truth of the will of God in these things are coming to light,
or I should say, as they are seen in the truth, their essence
is DESTROYED for all eternity. Deprivation? Eternally returning
to the fire of all fires, Love. Common people have no conscious
understanding of the real evils, the war of all wars has been spiritual.
Alot of things for many many lifetimes have been in the way of
people seeing the truth, these things have been removed, they
have been diminished and now it is a matter of time that
things gently unfold out of the Love that is now here and
filling the gaps, the unknown that we have always thought
would remain unknown... will no longer. These things
are happening very fast all around the world. How they come
to light and truth- how much of it is these peoples decision as it
is the will of God that has now made many of the impossibles
the possible. Lots of good things coming for all of us is what I
see. The world can't go on as it has, no, it will be deprived
from eternally destructing a creation that is not its own.
Most people are very unaware of why they do the things
they do, that was especially during our ages of darkness
as a collective, now it is the other side calling the shots,
once and for all. The man of lawlessness in other words
always had boundaries in Gods plan for a new creation here
on earth. I sometimes am amused at how much I say
knowing the extents of what I know and having it appear as a bunch
of BS. Trips me out. It is gentleness is what
it is many times, we all get what we are meant to out of informations
for our own good. Its when we do not understand those realms
of life that the gentleness is absent of our words in which
are a part of who we are.

Yep. That's pretty much exactly where I'm coming from here.

Its good to know that you know where you are coming from, because
I do not believe that has always been the case, as others can come
from the same place but have their appearance of a much softer tone.
Always good to think of appearances and what they actually mean
in their relation to Truth. As we learn about love I imagine
one appearance works better than another for every
circumstance in time, I wonder if God knows
something about that?

As I see myself in the character it sounds like the acquisition of new tools and the learning of how to use them. And these tools come in the nick of time. But what is being run from? I think it's the gremlins again.

Why in the nick of time? Before we got into these discussions,
you came to me here at my house, your spirit did,
you were very sad and said things were not ok.

I had a visitor today. There was banging on my keyboard, the sounds of a woman talking but I could not make it out, and some growling. Oh wait, the growling was my dog. Oh and the feeling of something filling my body. Not warm nor fuzzy tho.

hmmm interesting.
The growling was your dog?

sandra wrote:

Do you see deprivation of the gift of eternal life as an expression of love?

Oh yes. What is not good in this world does not have eternal life as it is.

How could you possibly think that? If you kill your misbehaving child that is an expressing of love? Wow, I am floored. You have a really twisted notion of what love is.

Yep. That's pretty much exactly where I'm coming from here.

Its good to know that you know where you are coming from, because
I do not believe that has always been the case, as others can come
from the same place but have their appearance of a much softer tone.
Always good to think of appearances and what they actually mean
in their relation to Truth. As we learn about love I imagine
one appearance works better than another for every
circumstance in time, I wonder if God knows
something about that?

Yes, in the picture, look at all the love! It's like Jesus' woodstock is a little hot
Where I'm coming from, as I didn't explain, is that the deprivation of eternal life is not an expression of love. That's where I'm coming from and it's really basic. If Love means killing those who misbehave, I want no part of it.

Why in the nick of time? Before we got into these discussions,
you came to me here at my house, your spirit did,
you were very sad and said things were not ok.

Things were not ok indeed. But everything changes, right?

hmmm interesting.
The growling was your dog?

I figured that out eventually though at first my ears interpreted it much differently.

How could you possibly think that? If you kill your misbehaving child that is an expressing of love? Wow, I am floored. You have a really twisted notion of what love is.

I have a very twisted idea of what love is indeed.
Soo much so that you have not even the tip of the ice berg as to my
understanding of it. A mother will kill a child as a result of their relation to
Love, and for no other reason than that, yes. A lack of knowing
and feeling love can cause the evil of all evils.......you think you are
not a part of the reason if others around you do not feel loved?
Guess what, those kind of acts have absolutely NO ROOM to enter
into the life of the people I have relations with, family members, anyone I
have relations with. WHY?????
HOW MANY PEOPLE HOLD OUT ON LOVING ONE ANOTHER!?????????
Don't tell me some stupid a** sh*t of my view of love,
floored???? Do you understand that with reasoning, not many
of the people walking around are less of the problem than
the people that do these things. Where was the love for someone
that should be at a place inside of themselves to bring something
so destructive into their reality and the reality of the others around them.
WTF YOU KNOW BOUT THIS?????
ACT smart, I know what you know, and listen here big boy...
THE WORST OF THE WORST THAT COULD POSSIBLY EVER HAPPEN
TO SOMEONE- WHERE WAS LOVE AND WHOS FAULT WAS IT.
No one wants to take time for love, and guess what you get out of it.
You want no part of the truth, take a look at yourself.

When people refuse to love themselves, when people refuse to love the others
around them, things manifest that will draw love out, and often times
not what we would want to know it as. Not how we would
want it to come out, of our minds our hearts etc.
These things are misunderstood for something other than what they are.
Love has to have a place in life wether we want it to or not.
Love ourselves, love the people around us, and these things
become the impossible, these things are important.
When we take care of what is in our heart and take time
for what is in the heart of the others around us, everything
we need, everything we could hope for others, will only get better.
These are the things that mean everything in life.
These are the things that create miracles, from the most
smallest of places to the greatest. Bad things happen because
of Love yes, but even better things happen when it is alive
and well in your life. Some of the most unimaginable,
and yet the most underrated.

Now say something, what you know about the love I know and the love
I have in my life and for my relations and what the will of God has to do with
it. Please, do me a favor, break it down once again for me. You have
any more knowledge with nothing I can burn?