The Black Vault

tigger wrote:Speaking of misdiagnosis - Necro saw that top secret hadn't eaten a meal in years, right away -

why is it? Only one other doctor has threatened to commit her for low body weight anorexia in 20 yrs -

Tummy aches every time she eats, after not eating for weeks, duh.

WTF is that? Doctarding?

the barnyard full of Romanian "retards."

Not enough to ignore them, have to kill them with paid two tiers.

so they wouldnt immediately hospitalize her upon first suspecting she was anorexic?

Oh smith, can'st thou give me some words of encouragement?

The Forte Chronicles

Yes, one day I shall produce a book which chronicles the story of each of us here in ye olde Lagoon, and what lead us all to eventually end up being company to one another.

Of course, upon request I shall change the names, you know, to protect the innocent or however that works.

Something tells me it will be a hit.

A compelling tale of broken homes, diabolical and intentional surgical disfigurement, alien visitation which lead to spiritual awakening, shattered psyches, and chain smoking sewer dwelling hybrids.

Hey, maybe we could even get a movie deal out of it, you think?

I would of course split any proceeds between all of us here, with the option of donating your portion to the Smith Fund....that's where my slice of the profits would be going most definitely.


Okay i'm not writing a book, but then again I do consider it to be quite a novel concept if anyone is interested. Doesn't really have to be a non-fiction work, perhaps a dramatization.

Thoughts?

Thats an interesting avatar, what does it represent?

Hey IG ,
It's an "Auspice Maria".
http://www.houseofdubhros.com/library/s ... l.php?id=2
It's an old symbol meaning "Under the protection of Mary"
If you look at my profile picture..you can see it tattoo'd on my left arm.
Like all women, I feel close to 'the Goddess' (that energy)
And one of my first and favorite representations of her is "Mary"

If you look closely at it..it has within it, the alchemic symbol for "as above..so below" (simultaniuosuly pointing upwards and downwards) and also a sort of a 'Sheila Na Gig' affinity..
http://www.goddesscafe.com/yoni/sheila.html
(a symbol of the Goddess...female fertility..female energy)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1ilu-ARtiY

Tigger..
Your ex sounds like a total douchebag.
I can't stand how he has blown off his daughter.
He needs to STEP UP.
For real and NOT half heartedly.
Frankly..his soul depends on it.
She's his daughter for a reason.

It's one thing for men and women exes to go at each other.
It's whole 'nother thing to blow off your kid and only want them around when they are 'convenient'

As for the eating disorder..does she have it, too? (mothers and daughters tend to share this disorder..it gets passed on..plus you mentioned she is a figure skater..I know that..along with gymnists and dancers and such, that it can be a common thing for them)
If that's the case..
I hope you BOTH are at least trying to get some kind of protein health shake in you once a day.
Though, I realize for you both..an eating disorder seems like the LEAST of your problems.

Ironically, they say a near starvation diet..if it is also a high nutritional one..actually is suppose to be one of the secrets to a a longer life...
http://www.nytimes.com/2006/10/31/healt ... 1agin.html
(I don't know about you..but I am NOT seeking a longer 'life'..not a goal of mine...lol)

As a kid..for a while..I did horribly in school.
Life at home was HELL.
Just making it from day to day was wrok enough.

I remember teachers sternly telling me how important getting my homework done was for me.
"Ruth..you're so smart..it's such a waste"
In front of my classmates, of course. (insult to injury)
Humiliating me (probably in hopes of pressuring me to assimilate)
This did wonders for my school social life..you can imagine

I'd think to myself ..
"Get real!!"
"Not doing my mathwork..that is SO LOW on my list of priorities."
"It's the LEAST of my problems"

People can be so clueless and cruel or clueFUL and cruel (myself included)..at least the clueless are naively cruel..where as the clueful are being deliberately sadistic