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deathcultreject
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Monarch refferences in CRASS lyrics
I've mentioned it before, I think there's there might be something in it as an indications that Monarch style programming has been carried out in the UK (perhaps for a very long time)
Here's an example; we can play 'spot the refferences to trauma based mind control.' It's got a hypnotic countdown right at the begining, and 'beta' turned to 'bata' in the title, and loads and loads of gender / sexuality defining brutality.
1981
BATA MOTEL
I've got 54321
I've got a red pair of high-heels on
Tumble me over, it doesn't take much
Tumble me over, tumble me, push
In my red high-heels I've no control
The rituals of repression are so old
You can do what you like, there'll be no reprisal
I'm yours, yes I'm yours, it's my means of survival
I've got 54321
Come on my love, I know you're strong
Push me hard, make me stagger
The pain in my back just doesn't matter
You force-hold me above the ground
I can't get away, my feet are bound
So I'm bound to say
That I'm bound to stay
Well today I look so good
Just like I know I should
My breasts to tempt inside my bra
My face is painted like a movie star
I've studied my flaws in your reflection
And put them to rights with savage correction
I've turned my statuesque perfection
And shone it over in your direction
So come on darling, make me yours
Trip me over, show me the floor
Tease me, tease me, make me stay
In my red high-heels I can't get away
I'm trussed and bound like an oven ready bird
But I bleed without dying and I won't say a word
Slice my flesh and I'll ride the scar
Put me into gear like your lady car
Drive me fast and crash me crazy
I'll rise from the wreckage as fresh as a daisy
These wounds leave furrows as they heal
I've travelled them, they're red and real
I know them well, they're part of me
My birth, my sex, my history
They grew with me, my closest friend
My pain's my own, my pain's my end
Clip my wings so you know where I am
I can't get lost while you're my man
Tame me so I know your call
I've stabbed my heels so I am tall
I've bound my twisted falling fall
Beautiful mute against the wall
Beautifully mutilated as I fall
Use me, don't lose me
I've got 54321
I've got a red pair of high-heels on
Strap my ankles, break my heels
Make me kneel, make me feel
Turn, turn, turn, like a clockwork doll
Put in your key and give me a whirl
Tease me, tease me, the reason to play
In my red high-heels I can't get away
I'll be your bonsai, your beautiful bonsai
Your black-eyed bonsai, erotically rotting
Will my tiny feet fit your desire?
Warped and tied I walk on fire
Burn me out, twist my wrists
I promise not to shout, beat me with your fists
Squeeze me, squeeze me, make me feel
In my red high-heels I'm an easy kill
Tease me, Tease me, make me see
You're the only one, I need to be me
Thankyou, will you take me?
Thankyou, will you make me?
Thankyou, will you break me?
Use me, don't lose me
Taste me, don't waste me
Use, lose, taste, waste.
Here's the song,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5GoFz6CPtI
here's a recent interview with one of the women behind it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZiEqs_nTeM&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gTlcLIMcEjs&NR=1
She looks like a very intelligent woman who switches between classes (as in the British caste system) with slight signs of dissosciative confusion, but it looks more like she enjoys good parties.
I'd certainly buy her drinks all night just to listen to her. |
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Just for the record,
As memories come together . . .
I was traumatised at birth by rhesus syndrome.
Also, at the age of 10,
I was tortured untill I fainted for a a day or so in a converted old nunnery.
This was carried out by an apparently menopausal headmistress and a headmaster who has a reputation as a paedophile.
They were trying to convince me I'm a monster. 'Monster' was the word that they used.
At some points my sister was made to watch and she was ordered not to do anything or say anything that would comfort me.
She remembers it as well.
Edited to add,
Folklore around the old nunnery says that it's haunted by a headless nun who was said to have been decapitated for breaking her vows.
I never saw any ghosts there. |
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My program never took to well 
I'm a shy boy, really 
I have learned, you need to be careful with me, I may let you win |
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My program never took to well
I'm a shy boy, really
I have learned, you need to be careful with me, I may let you win |
With me its all about the science |
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| Neal51 wrote: |
| Neal51 wrote: |
My program never took to well
I'm a shy boy, really
I have learned, you need to be careful with me, I may let you win |
With me its all about the science |
To tell you the truth Neal51, I didn't know you were 'multiple' until you started posting odly a few days ago.
Now you've got a way of peeking through your fingers to see what your alters have written. Fascinating, isn't it? |
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Hi,
Deathculreject, the noises you have been posting about almost sound like poltergiest activity, then agian it could be just mice. But mice usually don't invade a home until the weather starts getting colder outdoors. Have you considered a white noise machine? I don't know if it would help or not, just an idea.
Also, to all, I have a long time friend who for the last few months, when he visits me always mentions the yellow brick road. Normally this would not affect me, but reading all I have on the subject of mind control and the use of The Wizard of Oz and its images in MKULTRA victims, it make me wonder why he is doing it. He always manages to bring it up in conversations, and then he looks at me funny, like he's expecting some kind of reaction from me. Waiting for something...{What I don't know} He also seems to know what I have been doing when he is not around, I wonder if he window peeks or what? Am I just being overly sensitive? Maybe he thinks I am a victim and he is trying to pull something? I would appreciate any ideas. It bugs me and I may just be reading something into his actions.
My sister thinks he's creepy and has a "thing" for me, however my mother has met him and says there's something about him that she really likes. I've know this guy for almost 20 years, and wonder if after all these years I haven't really known him at all.
Thanks,
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I have a question
The hoods KKK wear what do they symbolis ?
as deporogramming I have come across rituals where participants wear same White pointed hoods, and this is black people ?
Dont make sense to me can someone explain |
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deathcultreject
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| Item7 wrote: |
Hi,
Deathculreject, the noises you have been posting about almost sound like poltergiest activity, then agian it could be just mice. But mice usually don't invade a home until the weather starts getting colder outdoors. Have you considered a white noise machine? I don't know if it would help or not, just an idea.
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Poltergiest activity increased and got more violent whilest the National Eisteddfod was going on - in the middle of a rainy summer and being televised.
I suppose that's to be expected with a week of some of the nations most powerful voices singing about passionate things in a primal language to a massive audience.
So, yeah, it might have been poltergeist activity.
Things weren't where I left them, and at one point a mirror fell off the wall with the picture wire looking like it had been melted. |
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| truthsayer wrote: |
I have a question
The hoods KKK wear what do they symbolis ?
as deporogramming I have come across rituals where participants wear same White pointed hoods, and this is black people ?
Dont make sense to me can someone explain |
As far as I know, the KKK started out in a dangerously racist time in a dangerously racist area, and they wanted to do silly ceremonies with silly names in silly costumes.
The earlier white hoods which people would wear when they murdered people at illegal lynchings were non stylsed and were simply intended to hide the murderers faces.
The KKK might not have originaly intended to generate more racism than was allready there, but it never denounced it, so it quickly became a 'legitimate' excuse for racist murderers to wear white hoods, and it quickly became a society for extreme racism.
I don't know if there's any meaning or lineage to their costumes and symbolism. It might just be the way that organisations which commit atrocities like to 'mesmerise' with the sinister clown effect. |
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Hi,
Today that friend showed up, who has been talking about the yellow brick road, and said he had a present for me. Guess what it was? A refridgerator magnet shaped like a Monarch butterfly! This is too weird.
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| Item7 wrote: |
Hi,
Today that friend showed up, who has been talking about the yellow brick road, and said he had a present for me. Guess what it was? A refridgerator magnet shaped like a Monarch butterfly! This is too weird.
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People who do triggering cues etc. and stare expectantly have always turned out to be bad news in my experience.
Whatever they're into, the good seem to die young in it. |
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Hi,
Thanks Deathcultreject. I can't figure out what he's up too, but it disturbs me. Why would he be trying to pull these triggering things on me? I am not a victim of mind control. Perhaps he thinks I am one? Has someone given him the wrong information about me, and if so, why?
If this all wasn't really happening to me, I would not believe it, but it is and it must sound really strange to anyone who is a victim here to have me say this stuff is happening to me. For what purpose? Am I being tested in some way?
And now, my husband has decided to leave agian for another year, to go to Iraq. This time as a civilian, working for the army. { He did a 18 month stint in Afganistan while in the Army and has only been back a year.} I worry about him bad enough, with his PTSD and physical promblems. He told me he was implanted with something on three different occasions, and thats what orginally got me reading this thread because I thought the Army had messed with him. He told me other information that I promised never to tell anyone, disturbing things that I think about but can't share. I really am gritting my teeth on this, but I feel as his wife that I must support him in what he wants to do. Life!
But about that poltergiest activity...I have dealt with several poltergiests in my lifetime. The home I live in now is peaceful, but I have lived in some really disturbed places. The first one I remember was the worst. I was in kindergarten when my family moved in, and was in 6th grade when we moved out. To tell you all the things that happened there would fill pages, but there were several mean and angry spirits, and as a kid I did not know how to deal with them. Very scary stuff I know. I read a lot about poltergiests and related things mainly because I know they really happen. A couple of things that may help are, burning sage, and using white candles. I hope the activity settles down for you and peace fills your home.
Take care,
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That is weird Item7. There are a couple of schools of thought here, either its coincidence, or you're just seeing something now that was always there. Only you can decide which it is.
If you really do feel like he is trying to make you react, I'd try to find a way to turn it around. Ask him about the yellow brick road and what it means to him. I'm not sure if I can explain it, but I can give an example in my own life.
I used to work in a bar years ago. It was a dance club that generally attracted the younger crowd. We didn't have many middle aged men showing up out of the blue. You kinda knew that when they did, they just went through a breakup of some sort. One day, this middle aged guy shows up and is talking with all the staff. It was early so he was about the only customer there. He stayed most of the night.
Then, the next night he showed up...and the next. This went from a Tuesday through Saturday. OK, no big deal yet. On Sundays our bar was closed so a group of us made plans to go to another bar with a comedy show. We made plans on Saturday night. When we got there, the same guy was sitting there all alone. Ok, kinda weird.
After the show, we made plans to go across town to a sports bar. About 10 minutes later, the same guy is there. OK, seems really weird to me now. All of us females hid from him at first wondering what his deal was. This was out of the ordinary behavior from anything we'd seen before.
One of the bouncers we were with turned it around on the guy. He walked up to him and invited him to play pool, the guy accepted. Then one by one the bouncer introduced all of us females, saying that he loved us like sisters and if anything happened to one of us, he'd be very mad.
Well, time goes on and they're still playing pool. It turns out the guy was getting a divorce. He pulled out his pictures of his kids and was in tears. The bouncer came back to me and told me that I looked exaclty like his future ex-wife. I never saw the guy again. I have no clue his name or what happened.
The point of this was to show one instance where showing no fear, and exploring the situation can be beneficial.
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If you really do feel like he is trying to make you react, I'd try to find a way to turn it around. Ask him about the yellow brick road and what it means to him. I'm not sure if I can explain it, but I can give an example in my own life.
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I'd advise you to film him on a mobile or something when you ask him, and be rudely abrupt (as if you don't believe him) when he answers.
Make the whole thing look humorous. Play X files music in the back ground or something.
If he over reacts then he's bad news. He's bringing this stuff TO you, and he's bringing it into your own home, so you have every right to challenge him about it. |
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